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Nefelibata Nov 2013
She's living in a country full of lust
Minds full of dust
She's nothing but a *** toy for those who are locked
She felt in love once or twice
They stole all her feelings
She ended up dead like a steel full of rust..
A listener and a friend when in need
Walking on a broken bridge full of faith
They never took her seriously
They killed her deep inside
She ended up with a soul with no eyes
She cant see anymore light
But when did it start?
Nefelibata Feb 2015
I grew of fragile roots
I built walls of rust
I swallowed chemicals
I painted a smile
I ran for miles with eager
I wore the suit of rejoice
I jumped to the highest mountains
I shaped my key to fit all doors
But now allow me to be naked
Allow me to break for my tears to fall
Allow me to rest for my mind to battle
Allow my madness to ****** itself
I hide nowhere now
I face my insanity
Let it paint my grey walls with black holes
For once I will be fat full of anger
For once I will be throwing up none sense
For once I will sin without wishing to pray.
Nefelibata Apr 2015
Hello
Call me nameless today
Do you recognize me?
You've met me before
Let me show you the archive of my faces
You will notice one of them
Your smell is familiar.
You've met me before
Perhaps in one of my cages
Let me take you to my airless planets
I've painted them with the sun but they're burning
Call them freedom
And call me indecisive
Perhaps you will remember me now
I've painted all of my masks with nothingness but I'm full
And I fail to wear one of them now
Pick one for me this time will you?
Let me wear it
And lock me inside the flames of my freedom
Nefelibata Mar 2015
See through my thin skin
See through my bones
See through my reckless acts
I beg.
I beg.
To chase what've been missing
Looking at the graphical images my emotions shaped which I call memories
Did I fail again? To see what is so obvious?
Rewinding each memory creating a new one
I, who you may call smart fails to figure it out.
I abandoned my nest to breath freedom
But I ended up cuddling my bed at the sunlight
Did I miss it again? That noise will feed my brain with toxic
Inhale me in
Inhale me in
For my emptiness to be filled again

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