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Nefelibata Apr 2014
i see your soul i swear i see it.

give me some of your desire..

let me **** your mind. play with your head.

I’m ******.

you are messing with my thoughts.

let me hear you screaming. scar my back.

moan more.

i’ll **** harder.

Bite my neck.

pull my hair.

beg me to stop.

and i’ll **** you dry.

until you are barely breathing.

you can’t resist what you desire babe.

I’m going crazy.

come out of your cage.

show me what’s hidden underneath your hypnotic pupils.
Nefelibata Apr 2014
Oh lord all I want is for you to take my soul up high
Release me..
Bury me under the ground
Let me smell the mud
I see no use of this life
I see no purpose of it all
I choose to ignore the minute
I choose to leave the past
I choose to grow younger
I choose to be blind
But then I remember
But then I realize
The mental illness that I'm surrounded by
I deserve to be punished
I deserve to sin
I deserve to **** my soul with every sickness that I have done
They said that each day is a lesson to be told
They said that the older I become the wiser I will be
But my wisdom is fading and I'm disgusted of my own being..
Take my soul up high..
I demand death..
Let flowers grow on my grave..
Let that sinful body shrink underground..
Let that lost soul bloom forever..
Nefelibata Mar 2014
Axe
I followed the sickness of her mind
I followed the hopelessness in her faith
I followed her to the darkest place
I followed her into a sharp glass
I bleeded her empty dreams
I cried her noxious tears
She took me down
Buried me under her skin
Who am I?
Blinded by a feeling deep inside
Blinded by the need of perfection
Where am I?
I hear no rational words
I see no light at all
Inhaling each question to my brain
I grew danger to my soul
She painted my mind with rage
She was the ugly answer
She was my hopeless years
I'm an axe cutting all the darkness
I'm out to drift away
Nefelibata Mar 2014
I'm the mixture of wind and acid rain
killing each memory left behind
Breath me in, burn your lungs
I **** your soul, I take you out
Hand rapped on your neck
Choking the fire out
Burn. Burn. Burn.  
Shrinking every beat of your heart
Lips on lips
Tasting the poison of death
Feeling the fear in your breathe
Less than a minute
Your death is near
I'm your Anubis
Your soul is out
I'm your Ammit
I swallowed your heart
Nefelibata Mar 2014
Where have you been all of those years?
I've waited and waited..
Never lost hope..
Just lost you
Where have you been?
A smile won't do
A greeting won't cheer
Until I hear the story of you
Where did life take you?
Are you still lost my friend?
Are you still the same?
Cuz my friend I've lost it all
I'm new like a blank paper..
I miss our long nights
I miss our deep thoughts
I remember each word
I remember each day
Do u remember?
Nefelibata Feb 2014
Annihilation
A sweet toxic that will drive you to death
An addictive bitter poison
She's ******* you over but you can't let her go
Its the need of attention more than getting cured
she shut her emotions down she said
She will never kiss me again she said
She doesn't have anymore respect she said
I'm just a friend to her she said
But she lied.
I wished for a moment that god will take me
Body and skin nothing underneath
And suddenly I felt a rush of power
An inner power
A will power
Like a metal wall
Nefelibata Jan 2014
I wear it to pretend
To pretend to be
I fake it to live
To live to see
I ask to dig
To dig to hide
I smile to shine
To shine to burn
I age to die
To die to fade
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