I wake up every morning bored to death
Wandering if it will last
Wandering if you have something to talk about other than that
And I wander if you are unhappy by choice not a chance
What is it all about, is it an act to protect you from life? Is it a phase?
I don't know if this is you or you are hiding inside
Did i fail to teach you how to live?
Didn't I tell you that reality is just a dream?
Didn't I tell you if you stop dreaming you will lose hope?
And with no hope babe,, you will be blue..
until the dream of reality wakes you up to death

Too logic to be art
Too serious to be young
Too strange to oneself
All messed up
All messed up
Careless but still cares
Heartless full of guilt
Ruining what I cant fix
Far away from the soul within
Far away from the old shape of mind
Turning to an ordinary book left behind
This is how it is now..

She was a girl In an island of sins
She had a pet that comes every month
It was white and bright and it only comes at night
In the top of the mountain
At the sunset she sits and wait
Looking at the sky blue full of stars
And here it is here it is her pet
The full moon
Where have you been my beloved pet?
I've waited nights for you
I brought you sweet white sugar just like the color's of you
Hope a bird wakes up and fly it up to you
It took you a month to came out from the black sparkling curtain
Are you scared?
Do you fear the stars my shining pet?
You see, I never touched one
But I always feel them like they're in my hand
Glowing and warm
They Give you a feeling that everything will be alright
They never fall from the sky
They are always there when you want a wish
Harmless they will forever be
My pet, don't hide behind the curtain
There's nothing to be scared of
Nothing but glowing stars

From Brighton to Victoria Station
The full moon was chasing me
I saw my reflection on the window
It was dark and unclear
September was so near
To show me how fast days can be
The train scratching and the foreign laughs
were all I hear
God knows I'm empty
God knows I Enjoy my emptiness
Farewell the pace of my thoughts
I could never catch you

What do you expect?
What did I get?
Nothing but empty dreams.
I blame it on fate. She did no mistake nor did I
For falling into a sin like this.
What will be next?
Sadly I know the answer.
She will get married to another.
And I will do the same.
Pretend. pretend and pretend
That’s it is normal and it is okay
But eventually its not.
Eventually its not.
We resisted.
We ignored.
Before we fall we had boundaries.
But lets blame it on the desire
Its stronger.
Stronger than saints.
I miss her now because I cant have her tomorrow
I will miss her tomorrow because she wont be mine
Even though..
In her heart im always hers and shes always mine.
A tear wont stop falling when this thought cross my mind
My soul shrinks. Desperate it is.
Desperate it will be.

I lost it all
A shinning light in the box of thoughts was too bright
I couldnt see a sign, lost in the dusty clouds
Regret is a feeling i thought i will never feel
But it was the brighter thought in the box
Oh life i was fooled like everyone else
Oh life you stole all my beloved ones..