Each day we wake up looking for goals that we foggily see, walking through our days carrying our mission of the day with us. We may seek wisdom of the day. We may seek love and shelter. We may seek loneliness and our shadows. Either we knock on locked doors until we are sore and bleeding. Or either we jump of the edge off a mountain. We never give up. Sometimes we never give up on hopelessness. Sometimes we taste our breath trying to search for a meaning in this life. We miss our chances looking at the wrong direction.. And then we miss our lives regretting the lost chances. We live our days experiencing emotions that we rather ignore or control or perhaps we claim that emotions control us. We fail to realize that there are no good or bad emotions they are only fear and love as we fail to realize that there is no reality. Each of us create their own reality with a journal of memories that shapes the path of his daily life. We deny nothing at all for one moment in each day. Our moments differ but they are the same. Before we close our eyes to rest. We realize how heavy is our head. We choose to shut it down by various kind of ways. For us to wake up tomorrow and live again.