I suffer in silence
No-one would understand
There’s so many people and things I cannot stand
Why am I always the problem
Am I just not the one
We go to war everyday
Guns blazing
I cannot escape this charade
Is this it?
Can I survive another day
Or Cover it up all and stay
The toxicity of it all is ******* with my head again
I ******* hate it here
But why can’t I leave
It’s like you sewed me down to a **** seat
I ******* hate it here
I want to leave
I’m tired of sowing my love
And not being able to reap
I ******* hate it here

she tried her very best
yet nothing
she gave it all
yet destruction
her cries were never heard
her tears were never seen
yet she carried on
bruised busted and battered
she is a fighter
a fighter for her life
peace
joy
and
happiness
she fights

i hate it here
i hate the person I've become
i hate the person I've become
i hate the person I've become
Are you hearing me? i said i hate everything that's going on in my life
i feel trapped, unloved, unfocused, exhausted, worn out, and destroyed
i hate it here
i hate it here
i hate it here.

When somebody doesn’t have your best interest at heart
They lie
When they don’t like you for who you are
They lie
They’ll do anything for anyone else and for you nothing so they lie
They lie because they somehow don’t wanna let you go
They lie because this is as real as it gets
They lie because deep down they know they can’t replace you
They lie
They lie
They lie, oh God ****** mon, they lie

You didn't hurt me
I hurt me!
You didn't break me
I broke me!
I spent every  love penny
It's not your fault you couldn't handle me
it's neither your fault that I was too mature and womanly
boys play and men stay
that's just the reality
I am not upset just disappointed hunnae:)

I really do not understand
I truly don't
Firstly, You told me what was expected of me and I agreed
Not only to the spoken words
But to the fine print's
your flaws!

Did I not prove myself to be worth it?
Did I not give you all of me?
But yet... no mercy?
What kind of heartless person are you?
So **** undeserving!!
You just walk around and begin hurting
But be careful! Karma is a *****
And the ***** comes back around searching.!!