Alarm bells are ringing
Red flags are flailing.
Impending danger.
Hysterical behavior.

Is this the time to run and hide, Or stand up and fight.

Footsteps are approaching. Paranoia know escaping.

Your heart is pounding.
Adrenalin is raging.
My chest is restricting.
My pace is quickening.

The memories are flickering.
The torment is deafening.

Unable to speak now.
Unable to breathe.

Triggering and trickery,
Cheated my years

Fighting to relinquish My deepest fears.

Is it when two souls come together to unite or a drug that inhibits the mind, intensifying the senses of your heart combined.

An instinct that we crave to feel deeply emotionally attached.
Like oxygen we need to breathe, the removal of it deepens the need.

They say love is blind you can not see.
Is this the one who's captured me.

Minds in a daze lost in a maze.
Jolting you out of control, engulfing your body and soul.

Taking your hand alluring one in with that magical flute to captivate every inch of you.

You're lost in a trance enjoying the dance longing for it to last.
Increasing the desire not to drown out the fire.

Illusions of what we are led to believe.

Chemistry hits and that attraction exists, fireworks explode releasing pheromones, heightening the primal instincts inability to control the burning impulse.

Why is love inclusive and has many faces?

It's a basic human need; it's in our nature to proceed.

Seeking forgiveness for the mistakes, I have made.
Sealed together with enduring pain.

Battling internal conflict, that I couldn't contain.

A deep twisted anger, that drives you insane.

Illusions of discomfort, feelings of shame.
Powerful surge of torment, was there to remain.

Grasping for answers, for my life to be reclaimed.

Finding forgiveness, was my inner whispers aim.
Uncovering the solution, to remove this chain.

Learning valuable lessons, before I could explain.

Asking yourself for forgiveness, was an escape from my past, I overcame.

Unsuspected,
Underestimated.
The dark horse starts off last but finishes fast.
Very quiet just to observe.
The quiet ones never miss a word.
Your voice maybe small but your energy is vast.
It's like a net where you catch everything and nothing gets passed.
Your mental state is on point.
Your hypervigilance is on steroids.
Predicting problems before they happen, having a solution with upstream thinking.
Red flags fake friends,you see it all coming before scenarios progress.
You're not in your head, you're not tripping out.
The double edge has a dual Effect.
Your intuition, your intellect, your mental skill is so sharp you know the moves to make the things to impart.
You're fine being the hermit being alone having a certain enigma it's exclusive it's sole Its for me to hold.
A sword in place of a net you cut through what would trap you or get you stuck you know your blockages from the ground up.
You have an even pace taking things slow, your resilience is unmatched there's no permission to attach.energy suckers can't interact.
Unresolved trauma is no stranger to it, not afraid to sit with it and weave it into your story.
When you shed your old flesh you leave it behind you shed what you need to; to stay on an uphill grind.
Anything that holds you back or weighs you down you shed it you end it, it's done it's dead.
The dark horse is always one step ahead.

The challenges and suffering you've endured.

Is what made you seek to explore.
These traumas don't descend on the weak, only the strong can defeat.

Embrace the path that's laid out for you.
What has happened has led you.
To believe in your full potential, to unleash.

These gifts were given for a reason.
Not a random treason.

Peeling back the layers to meet the true version of oneself.
Hidden beneath fear and self doubt.

Whispering to your soul.
Roaring to not be ignored.

Let the fullness of your light ignite and shine brighter  than the moonlight.

A response to a whisper, I accidentally heard.
Emotional trigger, that was stirred, an over reaction is how it referred.
Awakening the darkness, that becomes angered, the mind exallerates becomes altered.
Delusional internal conflicts ruptured.
False accusations, were cruelly uttered.
Lost in a cycle, of never ending hurt.
Why am I cursed, with this slandered word?
Was this what I heard or my mind conducted, instantly reverting to the negative badgered.
The enemy within was powerfully mastered, created this anguish and distress by a coward.

Why are we not protected, by the ones that are connected.
Why do we suffer from generational karma, which takes a long time to discover.
Once we get there we try to repair, the wounds of our mother.
Why do we reincarnate to have that fate to partake, for this unlearnt mistake.
How many lives needs to be sacrificed, until we've paid the price, for our bloodlines fights.
Why aren't we told, so we can behold, the truths to be foretold.
To release this curse, that puts our lives in reverse.