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NPt Jul 2017
After all, I just wanna be loved
Yes..
Loved - in a special way

Never been there..
I always wonder.. how that feels
Maybe, it is so beautiful

Like the sky
Like the brightness of the sun
Oh everything that I adore

I'll get there...
Anytime soon,
But dear, please don't hurry

just trust, that you'll get there..
Written early this year (2-5-17)
NPt Jul 2017
It is Monday
Sips my coffee
How do I start the day
When I am missing you like a Sunday morning

How do we get from point A to point B?
Darling, I am waiting
But don't let me wait that long
Not for another Sunday morning
NPt Jul 2017
Tonight I end up drowning in tears
Calming my short breaths
Not making a single sound
Sobbing in mute, keeping it discrete

Thought I was fine
Saying "been there, done that"
Another cycle will sure pass
Just like old times, we'll get it through

Was I too used to you?
Long before I have accepted you
And how that demands to be tough
Yet tonight, I realize I am not!

Each day, your senses are going wild
Your mind is out there flowing
Blame it on the dopamine
Now all eyes is on you

Go ahead and speak more
For I only hear your soul
I witness your brilliant version
Which people would never fathom

Though you are loud
At the moment you are thriving
Trying to win versus own emotions
Never did it get easier for you

Try, keep trying Dad!
Don't you dare to QUIT ever again
Tonight please sleep tight
Well, at least try to..
NPt Jul 2017
Green, Red, Yellow
Blinks along that corner boulevard
Three lights to follow
Now the village moves forward

Words, Gestures, Time
Varies along with intention
Countless languages, yet one is prime
Now the man is drowned to confusion

Her to him, him to her
Both starts the creation of signals
Exchanges, and begin to falter
Now those hearts will be critical
NPt Jun 2017
Nothing would change my mind
Don't owe anyone a word

Partly, running away
Don't worry, won't get too far

Made a promise to stay
Don't judge me if this is my way
NPt Jun 2017
Nigh time,
Walking my way to where used to start
Alone,
Ruminating our conversations

Recoil,
Whatever you may call it
Now,
Everything is flashing back to me

Memory,
You aren't part of it.. yet!
NPt Jun 2017
I stare at the sun, its glow is fading
Sets to west, hides beneath the clouds
Finally, it is now resting
I stare at the sun, and I find it calming

I stare at sun and wishing I could be one
It goes down and ends the day
Hoping I can also say, 'alright I'm done'
I stare at the sun, and end up sobbing

I stare at the sun, there it is shining
Rises to the east, sky is now finally lit
Light penetrates the trees reaches the earth
I stare at the sun, and its warmth is soothing

I stare at the sun and envies its certainty
For when the **** crows, surely it goes up
Praying that I too could be wide awake
I stare at the sun, and I keep going
“the tired sunsets and the tired
people -
it takes a lifetime to die and
no time at
all.”
― Charles Bukowski
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