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apollota Jun 2015
Speaking leads to seeking and
I'd rather wander than seek
because seeking gives you
expectations and wandering
leaves you with beautiful creations
2015-06-16
apollota Jun 2015
Silence has always been a talent of mine. I’m not saying I can’t speak because I can, most of my embarrassing moments come from when I speak.  I’m only saying that if I couldn’t speak, if my vocal cords were ripped out and I had no ability to speak I’d be okay with it.  I know that’s a weird thing to say, but it’s true. If you had the chance to not speak ever again, would you?
2015-06-16
apollota Jun 2015
We sat on a hill today, cuddled up as one.
We looked up to the sun and forgot about
the dark man with a gun.

We're both oh so suicidal,
our minds are like big tidals.
But, as we sit side by side,
I faintly hear you cry.
"Why?"
I ask you, carefully drying your tears.
You looked up at me with your glossy eyes and
said "Because sometimes I still want to die."
and as we gaze into each others eyes,
I realize that life was a game
and you were the prize.
2015-06-07
apollota Jun 2015
Sometimes we're better off alone,
to feel the pain we've always known.
Struggling with insanity, feeling a sort of vanity
and seeing no humanity.

Our heads pound unboundly,
we don't feel anymore.
We'll never heal anymore,
We can't deal anymore.
We'll never be the same,
we'll always feel shame.

Sometimes we're better off alone,
Sometimes we're better unknown.
And sometimes we're better off dead.
2015-06-07
apollota May 2015
I wanna live to see the day when sharpeners are only used for sharpening pencils again, when razors are only used for shaving again. But, for that to happen society would have to change and for society to change people would have to change, but people are people and they never change
When will teenagers be happy again? Our generation has suffered
too much already.
2015-05-28
apollota May 2015
Little ******* the swing, going higher and higher. Clutching the stars and holding them tighter.

Little boy in the pool, swimming harder and harder. Reaching for Harvard, hoping to go farther.

Teenage girl in the park, walking faster and faster. The words they call you like a natural disaster.

Teenage boy on the hill, thinking louder and louder. Why aren’t your family much prouder?

Dead girl in the ground, ‘accidently’ drowned.

Dead boy on the grave, who just tried to shave.
2015-05-03
apollota May 2015
Dear Society,

Why do you fill us with constant anxiety? Tell us to be ourselves, but make us overwhelmed. Demean our every being and leave us screaming. As if telling me I’m not as smart as Rachel will give me the motivation to identify the location of a war I’ve never been in or a city I’ll never live in.

Dear Society,

Why do you categorize and classify us? Tell me I’m less of a man than Rick because I don’t have a ****, She’s less of a girl than Sadie because she doesn’t wear dresses daily. *******! “Come out of the closet or else you’re dishonest.” ***** society and the stuff that they say, only few bullets stand in our way.  They call us trash, but haven’t you heard?*  **Trash can, not trash can’t.
Sorry I haven't been on much, I've been dealing with a lot of stuff. I'm graduating in a month and I came out to some friends and family as trans, so I'm sorry about not being here. I'll try to get on as much as I can. 2015-05-03
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