Myuns: Poems

Myuns Aug 2020

sometimes i dream
i daydream fantasies
that i know will never come true
but i wait
and wait
hoping they become true
hoping one day that i
i can live in that alternative world
where i live in my utopia
i know it'll never come true

car trip in the mist

Myuns Aug 2020

car trip in the mist

rain pounds on the glass
its eyes screaming a silent plea
trying to get in
out of the mist and the fog
out of the Siberian cold
out of the numbing chills
out of the prison they might be stuck in
i open the window
the wind howls in my face
thanking me for my kindness
in that speck of time
i let them in
giving the droplets a home
into the coziness of the heater
the warmth a billowing blanket provides
and the soft growling of the car
lures me into a peacefull lullaby

epitome of me

Myuns Aug 2020

epitome of me

i remember that day
when i realized
i was the epitome of my own sadness
i was the epitome of a wilted rose
a wilted white rose
one with a soul that was stolen

i don't want to love

Myuns Sep 2020

i don't want to love

i don't want to love
knowing that if i stick my head through
the shards will pierce me
and that every time i climb the mountain
it gets harder than it was before
that its harder to recover
and that those scars mean nothing
that they will never be avenged
i don't want to love
knowing that it hurts
but i don't want it to hurt
and that it happens to everyone
why do i even keep trying?
it all means nothing in the end
i will only loose
i hardly ever gain anyways
i don't want to love
knowing that to some people its just a game
in life it is only a game
i am the pawn in the game

i look up

Myuns Aug 2020

i look up

I look up to a lot of people
Not just my momma and my grandma

I see Britney Spears and Beyonce
How I yearn to have a voice like theirs
I see John F. Kennedy and Alexandria Ocasio Cortez
How I yearn to have a mind like theirs
I see innovation
I see magic
I see wonder
I see life
and i think,
I really want to have that

i wish i were them

Myuns Aug 2020

i wish i were them

i sometimes wonder if there is a world
a planet of collapsed ruins
beyond a wormhole
beyond the reaches of a cluster of stars

i sometimes wonder if there is a world
a planet thriving with nature
the people there are blue
and they are mermaids

i sometimes wonder if there is a world
a planet full of expressionless robots
just doing their job
not having fun

then i realize
i wish i were sometimes them

masochist

Myuns Aug 2020

*******

i think that everyone is
SECRETLY a
*******,
we derive pleasure from the SMALLEST
tinges of other people's
PAIN
if you do not,
you are secretly a PSYCHOPATH

material girl

Myuns Aug 2020

material girl

im not exactly a material girl
madonna didn't exactly predict my future either
but what I do know
its that part of me wants respect
i want the undying love from all others
i want to be treated like a queen
the other me is a *******
a monster
the girl that hardly ever comes out
and now she's coming out,
because of you

music ambitions

Myuns Aug 2020

music ambitions

i will listen to a song
over and over again
until i know the words
better than the back of my own hand
and i'll sing
and i'll sing
and i'll sing
until i sing no more
and i find another song to play

she killed herself

Myuns Aug 2020

she killed herself

don't look down on her
don't tell her to starve
don't tell her she isn't pretty enough
don't tell her she's fat
don't tell her her pimples are ugly
don't tell her she's dumb
don't tell her she seeks attention
don't tell her she's such a *****
don't tell her she's such a ****
don't tell her to not be her
don't tell her she's self-centered
don't tell her she's any fun
don't tell her to cry and run away
don't tell her to **** herself
because she will
she died
she killed herself

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