Myuns

Myuns Sep 2020

i don't want to love
knowing that if i stick my head through
the shards will pierce me
and that every time i climb the mountain
it gets harder than it was before
that its harder to recover
and that those scars mean nothing
that they will never be avenged
i don't want to love
knowing that it hurts
but i don't want it to hurt
and that it happens to everyone
why do i even keep trying?
it all means nothing in the end
i will only loose
i hardly ever gain anyways
i don't want to love
knowing that to some people its just a game
in life it is only a game
i am the pawn in the game

Myuns Aug 2020

she killed herself

don't look down on her
don't tell her to starve
don't tell her she isn't pretty enough
don't tell her she's fat
don't tell her her pimples are ugly
don't tell her she's dumb
don't tell her she seeks attention
don't tell her she's such a *****
don't tell her she's such a ****
don't tell her to not be her
don't tell her she's self-centered
don't tell her she's any fun
don't tell her to cry and run away
don't tell her to **** herself
because she will
she died
she killed herself

Myuns Aug 2020

*******

i think that everyone is
SECRETLY a
*******,
we derive pleasure from the SMALLEST
tinges of other people's
PAIN
if you do not,
you are secretly a PSYCHOPATH

Myuns Aug 2020

i look up

I look up to a lot of people
Not just my momma and my grandma

I see Britney Spears and Beyonce
How I yearn to have a voice like theirs
I see John F. Kennedy and Alexandria Ocasio Cortez
How I yearn to have a mind like theirs
I see innovation
I see magic
I see wonder
I see life
and i think,
I really want to have that

Myuns Aug 2020

i wish i were them

i sometimes wonder if there is a world
a planet of collapsed ruins
beyond a wormhole
beyond the reaches of a cluster of stars

i sometimes wonder if there is a world
a planet thriving with nature
the people there are blue
and they are mermaids

i sometimes wonder if there is a world
a planet full of expressionless robots
just doing their job
not having fun

then i realize
i wish i were sometimes them

Myuns Aug 2020

material girl

im not exactly a material girl
madonna didn't exactly predict my future either
but what I do know
its that part of me wants respect
i want the undying love from all others
i want to be treated like a queen
the other me is a *******
a monster
the girl that hardly ever comes out
and now she's coming out,
because of you

Myuns Aug 2020

music ambitions

i will listen to a song
over and over again
until i know the words
better than the back of my own hand
and i'll sing
and i'll sing
and i'll sing
until i sing no more
and i find another song to play