Who am I,
What do I seek,
Why do I cry,
Why am I weak.

What's my purpose,
I'm not sure,
Am I worthless,
I'm just a man and nothing more.

Mother can you hear me,
Mother can you see me,
I'm alive, I'm still breathing,
But my heart is still bleeding.

I try to be strong and crack a smile,
I thought time would heal me, guess I was in denial.

I'm sorry mom...

I TRIED!
I TRIED!

Tell me can you relate?
I gave them love, in return they gave me hate,
Every achievement I've made,
They've called a disgrace,
They're testing my faith.

Lord forgive me,  
Have mercy on my soul,
I've prayed for you to **** me,
My pain, is something I can't put into words, I just can't tell it all.

My dreams fade to black,
My dreams are filled with silence,
The bloodstained fields glow like violets,
Blood flows from the cuts on my back.

Mother I'm sorry,
There's no need to worry,
Lead me home, where we belong,
Where the eagles cry,
Where we can fly,
And forever I'll be by your side.

They say when loneliness eats away at the heart,
Demons let themselves in,
They'll break you apart,
Then send you to your coffin.

I try to resist them, I know I have to,
I don't want to accept the Devil's wager,
But it's difficult, when people hurt you,
They use you, tear you up, and they crush you and throw you away like a piece of paper.

There's no where to go,
No helping hand at offer,
All I have, is a silent voice I hear when the wind blows,
"Endure a while longer, I promise I'll make you burn brighter than the summer".

Awake at night,
I can't sleep,  because there's no dreams in my mind,
Motivation is tough to find,
I ponder if I should quit and start a nine to five.

It's a future I dread,
I'd be better of dead,
That's the echo of the demons in my head,
This is what happens when people say that they love you,  but they've never really cared.

I'm losing sight,
Cloaked in darkness,
But I heard a voice, from a glimmer of light,
Saying,"Son come follow me, and my blood will cleanse you from all the pain, and my light will dwell in you, to show you, you're not heartless".

What do I see,
An illumination beneath me,
Ahead lay a darkness as far as the eye can see,
When I turn around, I see a world with people smiling and animals flying free.

It seems joyful,
Totally loving,
Must be wonderful,
I wonder if I would fit in.

How would I know, I'm an Alien.
But I can't stand the air that I'm breathing,
The cold that I'm feeling,
The darkness I'm seeing,
The loneliness, or the way that I'm living.

My emotions are fleeting,
There's something I'm missing,
I guess I'm still searching,
So I'll be watching,
And waiting,
Praying,
Changing,
For anything,

Hopefully soon,
Because it's lonely on the Moon.

Set Sail,
To the final frontier,
I promised my mother that I would prevail.
When it comes to success, I'm a pioneer.

I'm like Gol D. Roger seeking the treasure,
I'm jolly like Black Beard, I have a lesson to Teach,
I'm like Davy Jones, ruthless,  because my hardships built me for pressure,
I have a cross on my flag, there's something on my heart I have to preach.

I might be losing the plot,
But even if I'm alone, one against the world, I will not need armor,
So whether you're ready or not,
Unless you're ready to **** me, because I promise you this, when the comes I will not falter.