What AM I
           If not the embodiment
                  of anger
            If not the proof
                   of fear
            If not the product
                    of rejection
             If not the symbol
                     of worthlessness
             If not the result
                      of being the question of
     Who AM I

Memories
                             Unbidden
                             Unwanted
                        The realities of
                               Pain
                               Anger
                            Cloud my mind
                                Dimming
                                Any sense of safety
                                Clouding
                                The hope for love
                            While giving birth to
                              Thoughts
                                           Screaming
                                              To be heard
                                           Threatening
                                               To become actions
                                  Anything to **** the
                              Memories
                                    Unbidden
                                    Unwanted
                                The realities of
                                        Dying

Did You Care
I have to know
     if you knew
          What you were doing to me
I want to know
      if you knew
            How I would feel
I need to know
       if you knew
             How you were destroying me
I will never know
        if you ever even cared