I'd never ever felt this way until you had to say goodbye.

A feeling of loss so intense it's like I actually might die

I can't eat; I can't sleep your face is all that I see

my chest feels so tight that sometimes I can't breathe.

For it's not like you've just moved from one town to the next,

When you've gone I cannot follow

unless I take drastic steps

If I had one wish to make it would have to be, that God would heal my mom and give her pain to me.  For I've never seen my hurt so bad in all my life, I'd do anything and everything to take her pain and strife.  she's the only who never lost complete faith in me, without her by my side I'm not sure where I'd be.  We don't always get along but then again who does? She taught me about the real world and what life really is . I   think I owe her one for all the hell I put her through, so God if you grant this for me, I'll be eternally grateful to you . And if my mom decides to ask why her life suddenly changed this way , do me a favor and her know that I said that I love her .

my brother is a different creature.
We fight about how he knows
I'm right but never seem able
to do the right thing.

We share so much, twisted stalks
from the same earth, winding around
each other and winding around up.

When he makes mistakes, he comes to me,
I hope he never stops coming to me.

When he is down, I must be up.
my brother is a part of me
like shade and light and wrong and right

We are balanced together - always

To me, you are an angel in disguise.
Full of intuition, you are intelligent and wise.
Always giving and helping through good times and bad.
You are the best friend I’ve ever had.
If I had one wish, it would surely be
To give you as much as you’ve given to me.
Though I’ve put our relationship through some cloudy days,
You’ve been my sunshine in so many ways.
Through trials and tests, right by me, you stood,
And you gave me your hand whenever you could.
Thank you so much, my sister, my friend.
My gratitude for you has no end

My head knocks against the star.

My feet are on the hilltops.

My finger-tips are in the valleys and shore of universal life.

Down in the sounding foam of primal

Things i reach my hands and play with pebbles of destiny.

I have been to hell and back many times .

I know about heaven, for i talked with God

There is never a time when i never needed you by my side,

Your wise advise has shaped my life, the right way every time.

For no random reason, I just wanted to tell you how much I love you.

I promise to always be there for you and never leave you blue.

And whenever you find yourself sad don't shed a tear,

Just always remember your grand-daughter is always here

You see sometimes in life a woman has to stand alone it's because she wants to but because the people around her don't match the quality of her soul. When you walk through this world, you'll find that many people surround themselves with others just to fill silence, to chase away the
loneliness, but A woman who understands choose to walk alone that's a woman who understands her power. There's a certain strength in walking alone , Especially for a woman. Independence and Self-sufficiency of qualities that don't just happen over night. They forge through experience, trial and often solitude.

I am who I am there's no changing who I am. Love Me, or hate me I am not perfect but true. Love Me or hate me my imperfections are

Are sharper than a needle, brighter than botax. Love Me or hate me I will stand tall like a statue and be strong like concrete. Love Me or

Hate me this is me and I'm not ashamed