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MrNobodysFav Aug 2017
I lost my love.
She hates me.
So does God and everyone else.
Numb. Dumb. Crumb.
No more light.  Only void.
Sorry for the wasted flesh.
MrNobodysFav Aug 2017
Cry
I know to cry is a sign of weekness.
Still I weep.
I know to yearn is needy.
Still I long for your embrace.
I know the sky is full of wonder.
Still your glorious glow intrances me.
I know I don't deserve your mercy.
Still I pray for one last chance.
I know that hurt is blind by pride.
Still I hope to never see you cry.
Lost my heart...
MrNobodysFav Aug 2017
If being ignorant is blissful.
Im going for eternal sunshine.
I guess
MrNobodysFav Aug 2017
I need help finding a way to show and not say.
To give and not take.  
To enjoy without insecurity leading to overbearing.
To act on instinct rather than lay dormant for lack of difinitive direction.
Help with these words and never the right thing to say.  
Help with letting her know that time for me starts and stops based on my ability to let her know how important and special she is everyday.  
Help me stop ruining the greatest love to ever waste its gracious essence crossing my path.  
Im eternally sorry.  
And undeniably not worthy.
Forgive me
MrNobodysFav Aug 2017
So I am..
Maybe I was born cursed.
No.
Blessed!?
Thank heaven for so much unfortunate missed fortune.
Coupled with the gift of being right on time to be too late.
The eye of a seasoned ****** aimed sqare at my own foot.
With the other trained on the objects of my affection wisely stepping to safety.
Blessed indeed noone was harmed but myself during the botched robbery of my existance.
MrNobodysFav Aug 2017
My face in exchange for yours?  
Your mind for mine?
How about body?
Flaws?
Mistakes?
Spirit?
Heart?
The only catch is that you give me all of your bad deeds and I keep mine.  But you must accept all of my good and stockpile it with the infinate abundance of your own.
Maintain this state until judgement.
Sound good?
Sincerely,
The Sin Eater

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