Why is it so hard?
Why is it so hard for guys to treat a girl like you treat others?
Why is it so hard for guys to stop looking for living Barbies and give every girl a fair chance?
Why is it so hard for guys to look a girl in the eyes instead of eying her looks?
Why is it so hard for guys to see a girl as a person instead of a talking *** doll?

Every girl is beautiful in her own way, and every girl is just as much of a human being as everyone else...

People always have a high expectation of me for some reason.
Those expectations always turn out to be too high, since I can never seem to live up to them.

This ****** up world is full of overly ambitious people, who only perfection, nothing less.

When will the day come that they realise perfection is a expectation too ambitious for any human being? Being perfect doesn't exist, you can say you gave it 100%, but that's never a full 100,000000%. It is and will always be 99,9999999%.

When will the day come that people lower their standards, and give every single person an equal chance to do right is this wrong place?

"Snap out of it"
That's the advice I get. Nothing more, nothing less, just that.

How, in the god forsaken world this is, can that be helpful advice?

Having negative thoughts has a serious effect on your life, and if it really was that easy to just "snap out of it", then why the **** are there still so many people with negative thoughts?

"Snap out of it"...people want me dead, but hearing that sentence hurts more...

I'm lonely, yet not alone.
I'm cold on a hot day.
I'm dark in the brightest of lights.
I'm bad to everyone's good.
I'm a waste of everyone's space and air.
I'm hideous in this superficial world.
I have no purpose in this society where everyone has purpose.
I have absolutely no talent in this talented community...

I guess the only 'positive' thing I can say about me is "I am"

It's not enough to say "I'm perfect", it's perfect to say "I'm enough"

True love, one of the most valuable things in life, maybe the most valuable, yet so hard to find.

True love, a gift from God, only handed out to a certain group of people.

True love, such a beautiful thing to have, yet a killer if you don't have it.

Regular love isn't something I deserve, so I'm sure true love is definitely way out of my league.

All I want is for someone to say to me "I like you", and actually mean it, cause then I have something to fall back to if I have a depressed moment

Jealousy, a bad feeling to have.
I've been taught that jealousy is bad and useless.
Jealousy isn't gonna give you what the other has.
I've stayed true to that my whole life...
But as I stare out the window, into the street, and I see all those happy people, those happy couples, people hanging with their friend groups, I feel this sensation inside me slowly growing and growing.
Jealousy, best to avoid it, cause it can break ya.