How could you do this to me?
You did nothing and still too much
Not physically, but mentally
You caused pain!

The voices in my head are coming alive
They are getting louder, violent..
My heart is in pain!

A pain it can hardly take
Betrayal. You betrayed me.
Worse then by flesh
I was gone and you considered. You caused me pain!

Pain, that haunts me!
Pain, that destroys me!
Pain, that torturers me!
It’s poisoning me...

You made me cry
You turned my life around
I trust you when you are with me
But when you are gone dark thoughts emerge

Can I trust you? I don’t know
Do I want to? I’m sure I want too
Don’t make me feel this way.
Please, don’t hurt me

You don’t know how much you hurt me each time
Each time you say no
When you laugh it off and say later
Without you even know

Later, later, I cannot hear it anymore
Each time of neglect
When I ask you to kiss me, touch me
Without a single regret

Hurt, piece by piece, shattered and destroyed that is how I feel
Each time you say no
Why is that you don’t want me?
Do you even know?

Your well-being is my priority
I do everything for you
My heart is tortured like a stormy sea
Just because of you