I did not choose this body.
Nor did it choose me.
We just met
at the entrance of time.
I thought
it would be easier.
Fewer fingers,
more air.
Maybe even wings.
But I got skin
that burns easily.
And eyes
that remember
even when they don’t want to.
I got a voice
that sounds like someone
I no longer remember.
And hands
that love to embrace
even when there’s no one.
Sometimes I think
this body is not mine.
Too much feeling.
Too many foreign traces.
But then
I feel pain.
And I know:
if it hurts
it’s mine.