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My heart isn’t made of gold that was a lie they told
They underestimated my character & stabbed Daggers in my Soul
Made me angry Made me meek I can’t believe they think I’m weak
I’m the most powerful woman they have crossed
Cut the heads off the snakes before they dissolve
Into my brain Your beauty can’t take that
Watch what you say  cuz you can’t take back
WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE ?
THE MOTHER OF THE LAND
God Gave me strength to help out the man
Ungrateful thought crept up my back
Disgust in my throat
Spit on when I spat
My disrespectful words gave what I attract
No one told you to handle a queen in such manner like that
Impersonating a King when your a Peasant
I KNOW FOR A FACT ‼️
It started as a Can I get your
number line
but see my mind
was way faster then he think
I was down with the ride even
tho I knew he just wanted a
piece of the pie
realizing that what I want ain’t what he
seems
but plot twist
I was wrong
I wanted him & Everything
I dreamed of Him
my King His Queen
I dreamed of him & a family certain simple
things
I couldn’t get passed the faze of him not Trusting
so I dipped exposed my lies &
mumbled my lips
Despise the Truth
I was aching with a drip
not from the lip but from the
inside down in the pool pit
where the butterflies live
I knew for a fact that what his
intentions was was not an easy
grip
but that didn’t stop me from exposing my hips
letting him lye in between me hearing
my gut screaming
with his dark soul caress my chest in
the means of being upset
not at him but for me
because if you don’t know by now I know
my Worth being
I wasn’t sat on a peddle stool 
nor was I given the recognition of being this
black beautiful queen who only
wanted what life was suppose
to bring
HAPPINESS
that wasn’t found inside
let me tell you how my heart ached at
night
I just wanted to be what he wake up to & What he go to sleep
let me be who he lives for
let this be a dream
STOP
while you can Cuz being in love is Wayyyy Harder then Finding a Man
Very First ☮️ I ever wrote. CHOOSE YOU before you choose Anything
I wanna honor the woman inside that I’ve grown to become
That little black girl lived her days so **** numb
And if nobody has seen it first hand
I’d advise you to give her a chance
See not all trauma has to be depleted
Some of that actually ain’t so misleading
It’s beneficial
It helps me to care for my discernment higher than ever just alittle
Id be **** If you think stepping to me is an easy case
That hard exterior only move when it’s been placed in a soft space
Something people don’t create now a days
You gotta look for the real in you
If you divide that & subtract that by 2
You’ll realize ain’t nobody harder than you
I said if I divide that & subtract that by 2 ain’t nobody really ******* with you
Keep in mind nobody can tear down what’s already defined
Picture perfect painted Pictures
Modern day Dreams
Deciphered Mean
Morality and Justice Grasping in between
Mentally Deceived Honored to be a Queen
Doing every little thing to be seen
Loving Yourself is number one plan
Can’t no man out love a woman who wipe her own face with her bare hands
That’s a woman of pain a woman of hurt holding on to the tip of her skirt
Confident in her skin how dare they belittle her & try to win
Growth she wrote make her brain tremble
Begging for mercy waayyy before It grew
Dying to be understood let the assignment understand you
killer of the old and Bad news
Don’t care to much to even try
why make them understand what they think is a lie
Pointless schemes Pointless brings
Unwanted Negativity
Why entertain what could’ve been
I’m here to not only represent but make sure I’ve Grown WITHIN
This poem is a tribute to the woman I’ve become and the girl I once was …full of pain, numbness, and survival instincts. It’s a declaration that trauma doesn’t always need to be erased; sometimes, it shapes you into a person who can discern what’s real and protect what’s sacred. In a world that often encourages emotional walls, I’ve learned that true strength comes from allowing vulnerability in the right spaces. This is my declaration: don’t mistake me for easy, because what’s already defined within me can’t be torn down.
Redefined beauty such an eye catcher
Staring at her like you’ve never met her
Only to be overwhelmed with such presence
Can’t anybody old get close to this Present 💝
Confidence is Key I wanted to explore how real presence can feel like a gift, one that redefines everything you thought you knew about desire and connection.
Crave my mind like you crave my body
Allow me to unwind and become one with my feminine energy
So that I’m able to love you wholly synergy
Picking pieces of my shattered heart out of the creases of my soul
I know this was already written in the books
BEEN TOLD
Woman of figure Woman of Sacrifice
Bigger status Bigger Pictures idolize
Wealthy Fortune Promising Health
My mind playin tricks like ima fail
Blame them and Blame Me
Reassure me bring my body to ease
Damaged goods ain’t damaged if you’ve seen my eyes
Cold nights I just really sat back & cried
Double Downed the ***** Double downed the drugs
Always in some crazy **** ******* with thugs
Glock twisted up them ******  really ain’t give a **** …
About me tryna see if there’s any more room left in my jeans
cuz he wanted to sneak a peep
Thought it was love but it was nothing but lies
I swear I wanted to put him down to his demise.
Have his mother begging for a reply
What should I tell her
I loved him but he made me cry
That I never had a father figure in my life
& her son was a ******* because he lied
It shouldn’t go that far
Before you come distracting me with yo weak *** game
Please note it’s a Hazard ******* with me
I’M INSANE🙃 (when my feelings being played)🙃
Clearly this is alittle emotional unwinding lol of how the understandable one wants to be seen which transpires into “if you can’t see me, I’m sure you see me now”

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