MissNeona

MissNeona Mar 2021

OPPORTUNITY COST OF USING LONG SYLLABLED WORDS

Construction of paths
Is essential to nourish flow
Time to build good streams

Opportunity
Has a lot of syllables
so does syllables

Even the cost of
(the word I used before)
wastes a lot of time

MissNeona Mar 2021

50

It's like everyone is screaming 'cause they don't wanna seem crazy,
Needing to be heard, yearning in mind - but body's lazy
We think too much, hurt so much, then just get super hazy.
Then wondering why we don't do what we wanna do on the daily.

Show up, clarify your needs, and get your dreams made
You're the only one who can do the work to get paid
Does the universe have to sound the alarm like an air raid?
Or are you too busy dickin' around tryna get laid?

There's nobody I know that wants to navigate social situations
Emotional labour is one of the heaviest on our patience.
Looking around, we're searching for our next tempations.
Huffing about saying we're deserving of our remunerations.

Some times Ds get degrees - fiddy dat, yo.
And Fs are just a sign that learning comes slow.

All imposters in our out mind
nothing but a soul's bind
searching outside you won't find
what truly appeases the grind

all the expectations from being such a filthy ****** with a design-thinker's mind my whole life. I will never appease the beast inside, but at least I'm submitting for her approval now instead of the run-and-hide.

MissNeona Feb 2021

I can be her friend, I guesss.....

I think one thing I'm going to have to learn is that if someone doesn't like me... I should just not give that energy anymore.

I keep reaching out to people who don't reach out to me and wonder why I can't help them... why I can't feel like a good friend.

I'm not meant for everyone, and not everyone is meant for me.

Why would I watch while they showcase their pain yet shun me for trying to connect with my understanding.

I'm withdrawing self and advice.

I want to observe more.

Let's see what happens next.

I can't wait to feel more welcome, but that sometimes means that I have to stay in good spaces, to protect my energies, to not keep searching, keep reaching, keep puting vibe where it's not welcome.

That's really, really okay.

The only way to find out where you belong is to see what feels good and put the love back into those that love you.

I keep forgetting it's not the soak but the gush.

It's not the next destination. It's not the things to be done tomorrow. It's the right here, the right now, the what shows up and what makes you proud.

I love my good friends, the ones that show, the ones that know, the ones that can take a good blow.

It's never the critic who stands on the sidelines ripping apart the one in the arena who is already battling fiercely...

The show has always been on, and you're not being watched by me... you're being watched by yourself... good luck to you.

"Hell is meeting the person you could have been at the end of your life...."

I'm trying to live a heavenly life, by appreciating my suffering and being with the little girl that hid in a closet... she always needed a friend. I can be her friend. <3

MissNeona Feb 2021

Bark is worse than the bite

My black dog is running circles in my head, worn treads, from pacing steps around beds, remembering everything unsaid, said, never-should-be-read - blanking on the last time she was fed. Woof. Ruff. Darkness.

MissNeona Feb 2021

Wolfblood Witch

The Lady of the Lake
Be the Goddess of the Sea
All this talk of the he over she?
is just Blarney! ****** the girls - made them laughing stocks
They said the siren song led men upon the rocks,
And that the little mermaid was just a fish in the sea who lost the voice for talks-
but when fish started to fly they called them birds harpies - and banshees!
Known for their shrieks, eeeeeeeeee~

Ban-shee-from power, will you?
Making monarchs from kings
But trapping princesses in towers
Calling them dragons to protect the treasures.
But you can’t ex-the-caliber of how the caged bird sings

It comes in waves - the ebbs and flows of rage
3 - 6 - 9 - 13
The ripples and coreolis flow of the fibonacci
The coming of months - in this new age
A of new moons and returned goddesses;
And that which had always been

Hope’s Chest and Pandora’s Box
Divine design isn’t but seed from *****
Calling ******* weak - but ***** strong?
Maybe marijuana isn’t the pipe dream; but ding! The ****.

I love Lucy; The devilish flower
Ladies love Lililies and women in power.
The wild roses will always grow in bushes
Sometimes thorns are built to avoid pushes

Relinquished power to the lords of sands and time.
It took me a while to hear a visual sign
Why can kings stand alone?
When Queens yield more potency?

Was it man or product overboard in Boston -
That’s may spill the real Liber’s Tea

Turn the wines back to water
Gaia returned from the pater.
We all knew grapes were a soft seed
But when the serpent is vilified
Save for the one who wears the pants -
We knew the apple wasn’t eaten or given
But something definitely was swallowed

I have a hard time believing that
A god of wine and revelry
Would let a woman with a sword
And the torch
Stand in the way of his libations
And ****** treats

Adam always had the apple
And a trouser snake
The Victor tells to story
Flipping the script each time
Keeps ouroboros on the next take

Pom-e-granite ain’t quite an apple
But maybe we we take words for granted
Abracadabra becomes a joke
And the rest is in sight, just planted…
Upside down,
spun around
groundhogs day
opposite day

What even day?
What's to say - they changed the calendar .... wha over a millenia?
Instinct knows whats can be found
when we start first with self and ground...

MissNeona Feb 2021

Achievement Unlocked

Achievement Unlocked: p and I have been working for you to do this with you for years now you are going on with me to get you a little more grounded out of this is a good one that will help us understand the situation I got in with my body in preparation and the fact of my mind and my brother has been very clear that he was a lot more sense now and he is not going there but like actionable current policy on his Instagram page he says he cannot do that to me so much that I can get the job just for a few years and have to be able and I will get you a new one for me and you will have a great time to get back up to your need to do it with your hands all day so decided to make a list for this one cause you know how it is and what it does this thing is that way if they don't want you two to chat and host some of my friends don't like it was just that you are the best I have a good one that will help me get the same idea as your teacher and student at a distance you're not supposed I know how it works and society is not going there instead to help you out a lot more sense then you have a great day to post to insta and double down the line you're going through a few times before or when you're going through this layer of the game and get a few things done if the world doesn't work then do what I do it is a great idea tonight and it is time for me and your team should be good at the game to get a good team and I think you can do a better Brette game than the average bear is going up to a lot more than I am so glad you were able and to get the best for the game to get the game back to you but you are a lot more than I do what you think of that is so good to be able and I have to be able and to get the ball rolling and the game to get the game back and we will have a lot more than I do for work and if I have a chance on the team to talk about it i am not going there but like actionable content I can get the same amount as the gut's in a few more times in the next step and we will have a good day for the team

MissNeona Feb 2021

Quae sursum volo videre

multae sorores non dormiunt
habes bene domi
ego est feminae et viri
fratres, dormiunt
viri, habes sursum volo videre