One day I'm going to fly far
away from here and leave
all my depression and
pain behind I don't want
To pretend anymore
I want to live my dream
When I smile I want to glow
I can't wait for this nightmare
To be over, I can't wait till
I can tell who is a true friend
One day I will fly far away from here
I will get away from this place,
My mind will be clear
I know I will get through all this
Because wherever I am I think about
You, I'm going to get a  new life it
Will be amazing to be free
One day I will fly far away from here

Hey guess what...
I just flew away

I hear it calling my name
"Come on just once"
It whispers to me
Death is on my lips


It's irresistible death calls
my name it's  enticing to
Know that it will all
be over very
soon all the
pain and
depression
will be over soon


I'm caving in I'm losing the war
I think which one should be it
I hold the blade against my
skin and let it flow
I smile as I draw pictures
up my arm with a blade
This is really it
It's all going to be over soon

I slowing drift in and out of conscience  
I close my eyes and think

"I give up..."