Spell his name in the sky
Where I can lie
Thinking about time
where it will be you and I
Want to feel his touch
Look him in his eyes
Let him hold me
So I can feel alive
His voice sends
A flutter down my spine
From bottom to top
He tells me no lie
I can’t wait to
Just remember the time

Take it
Make it stop
Why don’t I know how to turn it off
It beats n beats for the guy that it loves
So **** a first love n all mistakes we’ve done
But I am so in love with ya
I’m a beautiful garden And you’re like weeds
Keep ******* me up
But then you can be the sun that helps me blossom
So I am like what the ****
I just won’t give up on you
Cause your love to me is so pure
And warms me up
So yea I give a ****, Boy
Let’s just work on us

Before you, there’s no love
Before you, I questioned a hug
Impossible words said from above
What is the big word love
It makes hate and break things
Just like a earthquake
It heals wounds
That burns cause of the big word love
Sweet tunes turned into nothing
Cause the impossible words said from the above
Written in the Bible
Is the big word love
Love everybody just to see above
How can She use the big word love
If it wasn’t given to her

Leave me broken
Like a home
You say you loved me
But I can’t forget
All that pain and abandonment
Should I reminisce

2 weeks old
I never felt your kiss
Now motherly love
Is what I miss
You keep looking above
So I throw fuss and hiss

I grow old
So abandoned home
Is what I am
The pain and abandonment
Shall I forget
Cause you tried to fix it

A once beautiful home
Is now broken
All because you left it

You expected a brilliant girl with a pretty face
For her to go to college
So you can praise her in every way
Expected her to remain the same
When she is drowning holding out her hand
To be saved in any way
Expected her to be great no matter
What pain comes her way
Even if she feels like she being beat like a slave
Somehow you expected her to remain the same
Even through the struggles placed in her way
Everybody slapping her in the face
Everybody calling out her name
Even through the hurt and pain
I am not the same
I can’t hold in the pain
I am breaking and nobody realize my pain
I think it’s too late
Suicide is all over my face

Sprouted like the sun
Holy gift from above
Little to no water
Blossom with no love
Stand bright and tall
Pretty sunflower
In the distance that all
But closer you will see
It’s just a figure of imagination
Cause It never blossom at all
**** destroyed it
And the Mother Nature give no love
Left this poor child no hugs
Now I feel no love
Cause I was never show none
Now I grow up to hate and fear none
Just a pretty sunflower
With no love