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Hey love
Do you need a hug?
I know you just
Want to cry

But you don't have the ability to
And I wish I could change that
But I can't
Sorry

Hey love
Come here
And I'll give you a hug
And if you can

Feel free to cry
Tell me everything that hurts
And I'll try my best
To comfort you

I would give you my life
I promise it's ok to cry
You can stay in my arms
I don't mind
Looks like you messed up
Oops
You're dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb
Why can't you do anything right?

You're an idiot
Can't you do something right for once?
You always mess up
Because you're pathetic

No one likes you
They all hate you
They want you to die
You to die

No one cares if you cry
Why don't you just die?
Go **** yourself
Everything's you're fault, you're fault

You should just go die
If you can't be perfect why even try?
But act like everything's fine
Because they don't care, they don't care, they don't care!
I don't actually plan to **** myself these are my intrusive thoughts
N-No
No no no
Uh uh uh uh
Uh uh uh u-

I-I don't like it here
I-I don't like it here!
Get-get me out
Get-get me out

I wanna leave-leave
I wanna leave-leave
Please get me out-out
Please get me out

I don't wanna be here
I don't wanna be here
I don't wanna be here
I don't wanna be here-here-here-here-

Get me out of here!
I don't like this!
Get me out of here!
I don't like like like like like-

Get me out of here!
There's too many pe-people!
Get me out of here!
There's too many pe-pe-pe-pe-pe-

Get-me out of here!
I'm too stre-stressed!
Get-get me out of here!
I'm too too too too

Get-get me out of here!
I just wanna go home!
Ge-ge-ge-get me out of here!
I just wanna go home home home home home-

Get me out of here!
Do you think this is fun for me?
Get me out of here!
I'm not having fun fun fun fun-
The devil doesn't have horns
He can be pretty
And manipulation is wrapped
In pink little ribbons

Gaslighting is covered
In sparkling wrapping paper
And misdeeds are hidden
By soft velvet curtains
"We start self-harming?"
"We've been clean for a year"
"I never thought we could enjoy harming ourselves"
"In the future you'll understand"

"How could you!"
"You'll understand when you're older"
"We said we wouldn't lie to them!"
"...I know"

"Where did our cheerfulness go"
"..."
"Answer me!"
"...It's too long of a story"

"So we are attracted to all genders"
"...Yes"
"But only attracted to people when we know a bit about them"
"...Correct"

"And we feel half girl, half non-binary?"
"Yep"
"And it's call being a demigirl?"
"Correct"

"So we have the soul of a black cat"
"Yep. It's called being a therian"
"Wow, cool!"
"...Not necessarily"

"We're suicidal"
"Really"
"Not anymore mostly"
"...How did we end up here?"
It's 1 AM
But I'm still awake
I need to go to sleep
But my body is betraying me
It's 12 AM
I'm still awake
Couldn't focus
So I had to stay up late

It's 12 AM
And I'm laying in my bed

Still wide awake
Thoughts racing through my head

It's 12 AM
But I'm awake
Because my body want to be awake at night
And sleep during the day

It's 12 AM
And I don't know what to do
So I just stay there
Staring at the ceiling
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