Why
Do you care about me
Why
Is it worth it

I'm a mess
An emotional and mental mess
I'm not really a bad person
But I'm a bit unstable

So much to deal with with
I'm so much to deal with
I'm a burden
Just a burden

I cannot
Fathom how it's worth it
How my friendship is worth it
For you to be willing to deal with me

My mind is jumbled
To complicated and complex
Don't know why you're willing to put up with me
But I'm thankful nonetheless

I have issues
Worried when I make the tiniest mistakes
Cause I'm scared that now you might hate
Me even though it makes no sense

But I've been treated like I'm horrible for barely anything before
By other people though
It's ingrained in my brain
It's also ingrained that i'm annoying

I'm so clingy
I have anixety
I'm randomly depressed
Can never focus

You somehow deal with me
Don't know what worth you see in me
I don't know why you care
But thank you for it

There's a guy
I don't have a crush
But care about him a lot
Look up to him a lot

But I know
That I'll always care about him more
Than he'll ever
Care about me

I know
My friend
I hurt you
My friend

I didn't mean to
I'll do anything
For you stay my friend
But I understand if you don't want to be my friend

I'm a red flag
So thanks for being my friend
What a red flag
But you're still my friend

I know I'm a red flag
But don't leave me my friend
Definitely a red flag
But still don't leave me my friend

Maybe I have some green flags
But I'm mostly a red fkag
Despite that
Can you still be a friend

I'm a red flag
Abandonment issues
What a red flag
I am just a big red flag

Quite red flag
So insecure
Crazily insecure
What I read flag

I guess I'm pretty empathetic
And smart
So some green flags
But at the end of the day I'm mainly a red flag

I'm sometimes accidentally a little manipulative
What a red flag
I try to stop accidentally manipulating
But I'm a red flag

Barely any social skills
What a red flag
Can't understand most of my peers
What a red flag

I can't grasp the minds of a lot of people my age
Quite a red flag
I can't figure them out
Quite a red flag

Can't focus
Can barely do my work
My ADHD I think
What a red flag

Worry that their not my friends
Cause of the tiniest things
Such a red flag
Yes a red flag

It's like I can't help it
I'm a red flag
But please don't leave me
Even though I'm a red flag

I can understand if you leave me
I'm a red flag
But please don't leave
Despite the fact I'm a red flag

Hi, American here
I need to get things off my chest
Cause ever since Trump's been elected
I feel like I can never truly rest

Cry for help?
Maybe
That's for you to decide
Cause those of you not here you might want some inside

Sure almost all of us love 4th of July
Telling you otherwise would not be a lie
But we're not celebrating a ****** president
Cause their only one in the present

No we're celebrating
Freedoms in our country
And because past Americans fought
To stop being a British colony

It is celebrating a victory
And I promise you
There were other reasons besides taxes on tea
It;s a fun celebration for the whole family

And it's not like that we always back up our country
It done and still does bad stuff like other countries
And yes I think it's awful
No need to worry

But this was just pet peeves
And it's not like we're close to perfect
Or the stereotypes is all any of you believe
So let me get to the actually reason for writing

We are lowest on the happiness index of all developed countries
Been plummeting since 2012
Hooray
Yepe!

And you know what the sugar on the cream
Scratch that it's worst than that actually
Cause the lovely carrot Donald Trump
Is in office again

I'm scared of what is gonna happen
Who knows if he really joking when he say things like he
Plans to annex Canada
And even though it's probably a joke who jokes about that

He and his supporters are kinda crazy
They accused the elections of being rigged
And stormed the Capitol
After the 2020 election he didn't win

And if you think Kamala or Biden
You're wrong
But let's be honest
Donald Trump is a crazy man

He thinks looking like a carrot with cover up wrinkles
I can't believe his fans seem to worship the ground he walks in
"I'll make America great again"
Just lies, trust me

I'm scared he make America as we know it tear apart by the seams
It's really not fun
Living this country
Especially who now the president

I hope Trump gets impeached
Like so many Americans
Please
Help me

Hi
Hello
Nice to see you again
Virtual love

To you my friends
Hi
Hello
Nice to see you again

This poem came to me randomly
Just today
So it might
Might not be the best

But hi
Hello
Nice to see you again
Thank you

For all the love
My friends
It's been almost a week
Since I wrote here so

Hi
Hello
Hello my friends
Nice to see you again

I know my poems are confusing
But I don't care
Cause this all comes from my heart
And no one else seems to care

Hi
Hello
Nice to see you again
I know sometimes my poems are written like songs

I know
My friends
But hi
Hello

Hello my friends
I'm not ok
But hey
At least my friends

I don't plan to
You know
**** myself
Don't worry my friends

This ain't a suicide note
But hi
Hello
Hello my friends

Hi
It's nice
To see you again
Greetings my friends

Yeah hi
Hello
Nice to see you again
Hi my friends

I consider you my friends
Thanks for the love
The love it's nice to see you again

Hi
Hello
Nice to see you my friends
Stopping by to say

Hi
To you
To you my friends
Thanks for all the love it's nice to see you again

Cut
Cut
Cut
Cut

Cut Cut
Cut Cut
Cut Cut Cut
Bleed

Cut
Cut
Cut
BLEED

Cut Cut Cut Cut
BLEED
BLEED
BLEED

BLEED
It's been a while since I've done it
But I want to do it
Do it again

Cut my arms
Cut my arms
Cut them
Cut them until they

BLEED
BLEED
Cut cut cut till they
BLEED

BLEED
Cut cut cut
Cut cut cut cut
Cut

BLEED
BLEED
BLEED BLEED BLEED
BLEED BLEED BLEED

BLEED
BLEED
BLEEEEEEED
BLEEEEEEED

BLEE-E-E-E-E-E-E-EED
BL­EED
BLEED
BLEE-E-E-E-E-E-E-EED

BLEE
BLEE
BLEE
BLEE

BLEED
BLEED
­BLEED
BLEED

Cut cut
Cut cut
BLEEED
BLEEED

Dove, dove
Dove, dove
Please dove, dove
Please dove, dove

Dove, dove
Help me feel their love dove
Dove, Dove
Help me feel their love dove

Oh dove, dove
I know they love me dove
But dove, dove
Why can't I feel their love dove?

Dove, dove, I know that I'm loved
Please dove, dove
Let me feel some of their love dove
Dove, dove

Dove, dove
Help me feel their love dove
Please dove, dove
Please dove, dove

Dove, dove
I love them all back dove
So dove, dove
Let me feel my love dove

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Please dove
Dove, dove...
Please let me feel their love
Dove, dove...

Dove, dove...
Help me feel a bit of their love...
Dove, dove...
Can you help feel at least some of their love?...