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Micha Nov 2023
Forget us now, lest we lie waiting.
Don't call it precious, if you'll let it go.

Is it Lovely, lying so?
Micha Aug 2023
My Friends, my Loves, my Blood,
Dearly, I love you so.
Fear the final rest,
Heartache, Heartbreak;
Least we'll fade together.
Micha May 2023
Gaze into Infinity.
Leap into Abyss.
Rise from Hell to Heaven;
Recall only Bliss.

Infinity, Madness, Chaos galore!
Still it ends in Blackness, same as Before.

Stave the violent
Nothing, the Bellow of Depth;
Fly closer to that Sun,
Fellow Icarus in Death.
Micha Apr 2023
Return to that abyssal void;
it's full of stars
You are beautiful.
Micha Aug 2019
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Fly into the abysmal depths you call maturity.
Fall with the rations, die with the nations holding them.

A barbaric ideology keeps me from living. I curse the creator of mirrors. May I go blind quickly.

I can smell and ******* hair, finally. It grows with me. The memories in my head increase tenfold without me.

Fly into that burning sun, if you so desire, my friends. My brother and sisters. Run us aground if you wish.

We fight not to keep sane, nor to plague those blind. May we fight to live as we wish.

Plucking flowers is my life goal. Plucking flowers over my mother's grave. Burn them with her.

The youth I lost, which I had not realized prior to then, was all that kept the realizations from realizing me. Depression; ye, it is gone with one of two actions. One path longer, yet both last a lifetime.

Set a time; not to awake but to rest. May I take control of my dreams, for my dreams are all I have left.

Malice chastises my pure intent, though my judgement is uncertain as of my second birth.

I thank the world for listening to reason, if only a part understands. Thankyou, all those who ignore my pleas, or are too expensive to listen.

To those who care, and die alone, thankyou, I say - for the curse that is my judgement.
Micha Jul 2019
Bound to the Heavens,
I find myself
Wandering, Wondering,
Am I the first?

I look over to the horizon,
Then the space down below,
And I see signs of Creation
Yet none to claim it is their's.

The complicated beauty confused me
Because if I am the only one,
Was this all for me?
Am I to rule this limbo?

Time passed quickly and I am in control
The birds, beasts, trees and flock
Care not for me,
Nor my absence,
Yet I think of them often.

The earth to build my world,
The sea to force my hand,
The skies to see the empire,
And from the Heavens I shall rule.

If this is not meant for me,
Then it is too grand to return;
If this is not meant for me,
Then the World I shall tell:

If this is not meant for me,
Then I will let the Stars burn;
If this not meant for me,
Then I **** the gods to Hell
Micha Aug 2018
I looked down at what was placed in my hands. A small, silver and glass chain stared back at me, the rays of sunlight reflecting on it from the window in a hypnotic shine, enslaving my focus on the blue gem within.

"It's a necklace, with a birthstone." they said.

"Turquoise. Your December."

Silence.

I looked up from the Persian gem with a silent breath. The air smelled of a foreign sense, like that of an expensive perfume, yet I had never experienced it's replenishing effect until now.

"It is said to be the oldest stone held by man, that it relaxes the owner's thoughts... and keeps it's wearer safe... whenever it's worn."

Their head tilted down, their hands grasping mine to a close around the gift. They spoke to me, their eyes diverting away from view.

"It is a symbol of love."

I watched as my Love stared up at me, their violent irises cursing my memory with nostalgia of our hidden past.

"It will make you happy."

I could not blink, for if I did we would have lost our entrancement in eachothers' gaze. A lifetime glossed before our continued efforts of attachment passed in the blink of our eyes, quickly turning our heads away with a steady flow of boiling, cold blood.

I glanced back to the jewel. My mind may lie, yet I felt as if the stone had changed colour, if by only a minuscule amount of shading, impossibly unnoticeable. I saw not by sight, but by a sense I could not describe—a sense I believed humans were incapable of perceiving, but with only a second of struggled understanding, quickly buried away.

The touch of the stone felt strengthening, like a medicine, but with a failed vaccine of distraught mentality. Our Love's warmth left my hands, but the sense of our brief connection remained.

It remained in the stone, or in me, I could not say.

But he did not leave.

He did not leave.
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