I want to scream at you
I want to tear you heart from you chest
And destroy it like you did mine
But I can’t because even tho I hate you
Every inch of me wants you
You have rope around my throat and stitches in my lips
So for now I will stand lifeless with nothing to say For I do not know who I am without the pain of you.

Hold them back
Don’t let any one see
See the truth behind every thing
How you pretend to be tough
Cause how dare you ever feel anything
How dare you feel anything but numb
Broken
That’s all I am
And this gut wrenching pain
That feels like butterfly kisses compared to everything else
Ignore the yells and the screams
Hold the tears back
How dare you feel anything but numb

Darkness is all I am
Blending in with the night sky
Looking for a way out
Hiding from the truth

A gaping whole
Between the bones
Rotting deeper and deeper
Poisoning all there is

Now just a shadow
Standing alone
Wondering around the abyss
Hidden from the truth.