after asking my permission
you did block me just like that.
such an ungrateful
I wish you succeed
🙂🙂🙂

What is love?
I have no idea, what love is?
But I do feel that it was real
And the pain it wants to heal.

What it takes?
It take none, but same as everything
It is selfish, sometimes unreal
Maybe that's what fake love means.

What I feel?
Like a million broken thing
Everyday,  im struggling
To survive this life I bear.

What dumb means?
To play the fool,  they think you are
Just play it cool,  let them rejoice
In silence spot,  you knew you won.

What its like?
To over think, to be out of sight
To feel empty, while full of life
Thats how i feel,  it makes me fright.

Would you like?
To jump on a rollercoaster ride
Swings of emotions, neither one subside
Pain that kills would makes you feel alive

Would you know?
What heaven or what hell
Or how sweet nightmares can bring
Coz even you heart can decieve you anyway

Is it the end?
Sweet question, I think its not.
Lets leave the mark, in a branched lane
While we drift apart, take each others path.

Good bye maybe?
What it means, our journey says
Maybe we could see each other oneday
How I wish I could bring back those same old days.

(010819)
~R.A.Y.

Roses are red
Pitch and yellow too
If it turned black
It's all up to you

Roses are red
Were I am made
When I turned black
Go find where's safe

Roses are red
My moods in swing
If I am ******
Just let me ****

Roses are red
Don't dare I'd say
Life extinct
If I'm in rage

Roses are red
Dont lose your mind
Love just share
A piece of time

Roses are red
Heart's filled with love
As time goes by
It seems to crack

Roses are red
Mind wanders off
What a cruel image
Memories give back

Roses turned black
I learned from life
What a brutal way
It teaches just that

(122418)