The fear evaporated
I became articulate,
apparently very, very funny.
A BMW Master Tech, making money.
The altitude and latitude of youth
made me feel free.

I drank & then became drunk.
Now at Tarzana Treatment,
in a top bunk.

Departure: self-help books
still I could not refrain.
Arrival: psychiatric help
I couldn’t abstain.

What once felt like comfort
turned turbulent, then insane.

I tried to diagnose
what I could not escape.
Alcohol always there,
waiting to ******,
wearing its cape.

Until I boarded Flight A.A.,
buckled up
bought a one way
to soberly fly away.

Brilliantly, after saying my prayers,
the candle burned out.
Glistening and glimmering were the stars
from dusk till dawn,
overlooking the sea where the moon was shining.

I sat, marinating in the lunar night,
as if Heaven itself
had poured fortune into me.
Gratitude rested with me,
in snow-white sheets.

Inspired by the silent places
I’ve wandered beneath the sky,
Luna walked into view
a blessing, unseen until tonight.

I took a leap of faith,
and Luna stepped onto my path.
We began our walks through day and night.

But as weeks passed,
we are no longer tight.
Distance stretched between us,
unclear
like a deer caught in light,
my heart too weary to fight.

There was a spark
when it started.
Now emotionally,
I feel completely discarded.

Royalty, dressed in purple and gold
The King of Hearts rested on his throne.
As he aged, betrayed by his FAM,
The ruler of the land knew:
To die with honor
Was to die by his own hand.

At the beach, on the rocks, with sword
Was where he planned
To slowly bleed away
The site of the next wave,
From blue to red,
As oxygen had its way.

But then came strangers
Who seized the day
Servants of the Lord
Rescued him from the grave.

He was given a new personal legend:
Not to die for loved ones,
But to live
In pursuit of eternal life in Heaven.

Warm & comfortable,
feathers & cotton
I am cooler than the other side.
Wherever I lay, it provides
a soft place for my tears;
it’s absorbed them for years.

Wrapped around my head,
it protects my ears.
Still play fights during the day,
and dreams at night.

I love my pillow  it’s the best,
my quiet cure
for everyday stress.

Newbie to Hello Poetry
Here magnifying my powerful WORD,
I'm starting to believe it's my spiritual blessing,
conversations with myself
messages sent and received
be careful powerful Word on mission
without the vibration of sound
what is it this traveling force that is hidden all around?
I am new here,
Yup trouble from out of town!
  As far as I know at first it was first written in stone
now it's written in our hearts
A bright light exposing shame,
instead of stepping forward to fight,
you run into the night.
The wicked wizard of the West came to ****** souls,
He gained his sorcerer powers by the teachings of his mom.
She is a Burja so it's in my blood to do so.
She never tells me she loves me
She taught me how to cast spells and use my word to curse people ugly.
I am not proud of these things
I can't control my upbringing
So now I'm letting it out
Hello Poetry!

Jacob my TTC Bunkie
Sometimes at night he farts and it smells funky
Drama, Trauma, Toxic, Delirious
We share jokes about the village folks. It’s hilarious.
Noticing women teasing the men desperate for attention.
If he’s Scotty, then I’m Pimpin
turning boys to men, pulling all the women
I’m the player and he’s the head coach
Jacob is quick to tell ***** jokes
Th th th th that’s folks.

Who told you they’d be out
because the blacktop is hot?

Whose light was used
to find it slithering
where you swore
it would be not?

Who sacrificed
their personal belongings
to catch
then release?

Who talks and talks,
knowing not true facts,
wielding data that is
incomplete?

Who listens to redrum music?
Who’s the one doing The Shining?
Ooooh… that’s me.
I caught the baby Mojave,
rattling green.

Who?
Michael A. Pettigrew
took a rod,
wrapped the poisonous rattler,
and made it stare
terror in the face.

That old serpent
he deserves
to live in fear
with grace.

And on the Sabbath day,
these events
took place.

Thick in the thighs
My Pan Dulce Marissa
A Leo with wildfire, eyes

On the Fourth of July
Emotions lit the sky
I wanted a slice
Of that sweet cherry pie

In these mental hallways
I wore a mask
Played it shy
Hiding my hunger for her
In a cool whip disguise

Jelly over my Concha
At this moment I dream
To fill her muffin,
With my delicious cream

As I preheat the oven of fantasy,
the end theme is clear:
I want her on her knees,
wildfire eyes
looking up at me.

Wether it is a simulation,
the matrix
or spiritual realm.
With AI in the See
who is at the helm?
Different dimension
Like fish in the sea
Can you see the air around me?
I view the creatures in the water
An alternate atmosphere
Inverted sky bowl
blue & clear.
Perception in question
Man wrote this & that
Forever guessing what is facts.
Can a fish comprehend
the water that it is in?
I am right back to the end.
I can hear without sound
Visualize with no eyes
The body drops off
The soul never dies!

Oh, look how beautifully vibrant in color
from the forest to the jungle
to the garden in the front yard.

It dances through blossoms,
socializing with all the flowers,
while people gaze in awe,
knowing it once hid in a cocoon
before taking on its majestic form.

The butterfly loved to be seen
flashing its splendor to everyone,
which made it hard,for any one soul
to fully love & fully trust at the same time.

As stunning as its fluttering flight,
it was heartbreaking that no bond could hold it
no heart could claim it for long.

Long live the butterfly, for the purest romance
is love that never lets itself be caught.

Born to die
Live to cry
Life is a river
Go with the flow

Current through the middle
You can bank on me
I’m on each side
Emotional support I provide

Beneath the surface
Tears still run
But I keep flowing
Towards the sun

Two Sun out shine each other
Two Moons always dimming the mood
One of each, true contrast
Which brings harmony to you & me
Out of the blue
The statements above are no facts
But resonate genuinely true.

Moments in life feel cursed
Seeing my FAM in a Hurst
Broke as hell
I'll die in a Burst

Baptized by water
Puried by fire
Born with the eye of the tiger
I am mutible & inspire

In Pisces for 2000 years
A fish swimming in tears
As Aquarius appears
I'll spend the next 2000
Conquering fears

Images of Michelle Pfeiffer in Scarface scenes,
An Amy Winehouse in rehab shedding past dreams.
Eyes sharp as glass, mingling with her a blast
Soft spoken lightning, a whisper with heat
Chanel scented poetry walking the street.
A layer of glamour & classic beauty
A cat woman on the prowl another Michelle Pfeiffer movie
Never trust a cutie with the *****
Could star in her own production movie
Strong and mysterious
Getting to know her & not be too serious.
Like Eminem’s Hailie
Purchase her a mockingbird maybe.
Powerful cinematic Theme  Baylee’s persona rings
She’s the Mockingbird that sings beautifully in her own dreams.

Downloaded from a cloud
Word chiseled on a Tablet:

At first there was the Word
Without sound it was heard
Sight beyond time
GOD, Our Temple, our mind.

First thought is natural
Second is choice
Action is reaction
In heaven as on Earth

Fear of the Lord refines hearts
The Love of Christ defines hearts
Holy Spirit surpasses knowledge
See you in the dark.

In Venice it’s Oakwood park
Compton it’s Lueders park
The Antelope Valley has the
Shadows

From Venice
To the AV
In Compton
Strategically deploying
Maneuvering women

Now days I wake up to Sin
Daily my story begins

I go straight to the
Spirit praying for
The armor of God
True to myself
Heaven, please let me in

Drama, trauma, toxic, delirious
As though moving a checker to another square
My life perception is in despair
A great book read twice
Aristocat in Paradise
A masquerade to escape my life
I brought a knife to end my life
Life is a mirage you live everyday
you only die once
So live day to day

I can't believe I was suspended for two days for my poem Queen Me.   : (
Said it was inappropriate and obscene but it was a ****** mutual thing.

Set in the sky’s horizon at dawn
was the Morningstar.
Luna, the moon,
tagged close behind
trailing in silver stillness,
as the brightness of the Son of Man
broke over the earth.

No words can express
the secret agony of my soul,
as I sunk into this celestial companionship
surrounded, yet alone.

There is nothing new under the sun.
No joy untouched by sorrow.
Even this is vanity.
Alone on my throne.

A fish from the sea
that can climb a tree!
Unnatural? Maybe.
But so is surviving me.

Like flowers to the beez
I got you, honey.
Lack material of money,
but I still hold
the ultimate currency:

The power to pivot,
to twist
my spirit
from pain to bliss
I flip the script
to positivity.

A mile wide, an inch thick
a brick wall playing a card trick.
Chewing gum and hard ****.
Met her at the bar ****, her *** is fit.

A woman’s seduction.
I am an addict.
Hit it, then quit
I’m a master manipulator at this ****.

I walk into the bar
I am the white rabbit.
I got the MapQuest to destruction,
and it’s a one-way trip.

PAM! A vicious cycle.
I’m tired of this ****.

Traveling through tunneled hallways
She swiftly lured him from the mental maze.
Safely within her chambers, she heard his tragic Terror
The Sorceress cast potions and elixirs into the air.
Spell spun in silence too sacred to share.
For healing would come and then he could declare
Victory over shadows, over-waged warfare.
To the powerful mesmerizing Burja
Francia
Michael A wounded Alchemist laid bare his despair.
At Battle with spirits, anxiety & drink
He stood at the edge, pulled back from the brink
Through incense & whispers, through her sacred care
He remembered his purpose, still buried in a dimpled stare.

Charlie Brown said: We only live once.
Snoopy said: No Charlie we only die once. We live everyday!

I'm not going to let no mud duck run amuck on me!

Thank you creator of the universe for the gift of life you have given me. Thank you for giving me everything I have ever truly needed.
Thank you for giving me the opportunity to experience this beautiful body and this wonderful mind. Thank you for living inside of me with all of your love with pure and boundless Spirit, with your warm and radiant light.
Thank you for using my words for using my eyes for using my heart to share your love wherever I go.
I love you just the way you are and because I am your creation I love myself just the way I am.
Help me to keep the love and the peace in my heart and to make that love a new way of life that I may live in love the rest of my life.
Aaaaaaamenn!!!

As I stare
Far into the deep black sky
A twinkle in my eye
The light shines from such a distance
That it source is no longer in existence

Vast like the desert
Infinite like the universe
My heart & mind
Understanding them both
An endless moment in time

Personal Legend is the journey
Eternal alchemy is the key
Spirit in my Temple
please guide me
As I stare into eternity

Echo of Light
Jonny El Nopal
The Love Flower
Goddess Guadalupe
Owl to Serpent
Faded to Vanity
Current
Gatsby
Money Tree
Narcissist
Olympus
Pillow
Prince of Poverty
Ringing Bell
The Peacher
Real
Michael ******
Narcissist to Alchemism
Abondment
Defenses Block New Love
The Dickens
Unbelievable
X Supernatural X

I AM whatever you say I AM
If wasn't then why would I say I AM
I AM whatever I say I AM!
If I wasn't why would I say I AM!

Taking the next step in your journey is all about trust.
Power of Faith, travels beyond our perception.
A whole another simulation of new possibilities.
The Bridge of Faith removes relentless terror.
Teleporting you from past to present from old to new, from lack to abundance.
There is always an unseen path.
Either take the first step or learn to fly.
Remember I am The Alchemist I will either turn into the wind or die!
Hope walks through fire and faith feeds it!

After my last heart break......
I build myself a castle
Protected by a Great wall
With a Grand draw bridge and it was pulled up, closed, unwelcoming.
A beautiful moat with an abundance
Of nature surrounding it's banks
Drained of it's spirit and soul.
Spying on potential lovers from my ivory tower.
I felt safe, lonely, unhappy, unfulfilled.

Flora, Fauna, Funga
The future is Funga!
Now is the time to understand what it holds.
The Furci
Aaahaaa moment has arrived
A beautiful time to trip out
N hide!!!
Transported in a Dysfunctional Pangaea because of the global supply and demand hidden in economy.
Deadly to humans trees and amphibious things.
Beware of the Death Cap it means more than a psychedelic scene
It leads to the ultimate paradox it's a deadly end instead of the opening to Pandora's box!

A smart person knows what to say
A wise person knows rather to say it or not.
What's understood doesn't have to be said.
Do you want to be right or at peace?

Transported with grief & mortification.
Making motions at myself with a razor.
I determined that this life was endurable.
In this house, as I hope to go to heaven.
I was young & childish.
I was in an alarming state.
Dealing with a thing so anomalous.
I suffered in secret & exquisitely.
Through perfectly familiar with my conduct.
My manner was different enough.
Never to do to-morrow what you do today.
Procrastination is the thief of time.
Collar it.
My spirit in terror malnourished by my environment.
Be yourself everyone else is already taken.

Cause I'm a ******
Yeah I'm a ******
Yeeeee Let's go Baby!!!!
That's right that's right
I'm buzzing in from light years away
Putting a whole in ur lid
Like that ****** kid named Sid
All yeee toys bore me
I'd rather watch Toy Story
The Wicked Wizard of the West bring yeeee words you can digest
I got the MAP quest
PAM I knock you out
Initials in reverse
My spells and curses well rehearsed
Yeahhhh I'm a ******!!

Drama, trauma, toxic, delirious
As though moving a checker to another square
My life perception is in despair
A great book read twice
Aristocat in Paradise
A masquerade to escape my life
I brought a knife to end my life
Life is a mirage you live everyday
you only die once
So live day to day

You have to understand that people will leave your life. You can’t fall apart every time it happens.

A person with powers like mine never dies.
Ambiguous and open to interpretation, colorful and vibrant.
People are insecure, and their identities are in flux.
My poise and attitude increases the fear.
Never obsessed with the obsessive quality of peoples interest.
The ultimate social evil is boredom, which I AM not
Influence of people sense of self in this manner is insidious and profound.
With the gift to turn the base matters of words into gold.
Similar to the gift of the Philosopher’s Stone.
I AM an Alchemist please don't throw
Rocks at my Throne!
.

Real eyes
Realize
Real lies

Honor thy mother, Serve thy brother  
I see The Angel in me
Jaded by the World ,40 years, 40 nights
At War with the flesh , A Prince, A Knight
I Am Michael & Hail! Christ is King!
May The Holy Spirit be with Yeeeeee!

Michael EL Nopal grew from a Baron land
The defending himself with thorns
Thirsty For water to drink
Somehow he produce pitayas to eat
Knowing that they would judge the Nopal
By the lack of fruits He bare
He was still proud, they was rare.  
Ripe with dimples, smiling with a dare
Even through pain, still willing to share  
A thorn to the heart as I stare, life is a mirage and he is no longer there.

From the high desert looking down to the city
People in the material world I pity.
Looking from above it’s like an animal farm.
Sometimes I imagine strolling on down displaying my charm.
Aristocats, sipping fine wine, but I will not talk to them.
I will not cast my pearls into the swine.
Oh yea **** your fine wine.

Imagine the alpha and Omega choose you to have a son. Her son physically weaker than Hercules slower than Achilles.
In a divine way he conquered without spreading hate.
We know man created his story but where is her story? Why do they keep it classified? Ye who records her story seduces history. Women have powers that are stored away and man suppress them because they're afraid.
All Hail Guadalupe!!!