She drowns in her bed after a tough round
She faught herself again how sad does that sound.
She picks up a blade and bring it near

But a smooth voice clams her and says I'm here
You should know better that you are better and you will be better it'll just take  time

You should know I love you yeah I care about you and I'll never fight you just promise you'll be fine


She drops the blade hugs her pillow and cry
She sobs saying I'm too scared of goodbyes
I know it's not simple but you know how many times
I tried

Yeah I tried harder
Yeah I faught harder
But life is getting harder
I tried to be fine

My soul is getting darker
My life is getting darker
I guess I'm not a fighter
I'd rather die

She runs back and catch the blade
Grabs it tight and cuts her hand
Screaming just let me be
Please just set me free

She should have known Better
She really was better
It could have been better
But she just died

A friend with a darker shade
A soul which god has made
Like me like her like you
We're all just humans too
Religion can change
And so can color
But what's so strange
Is the words they mutter
They say "it's okay to be cruel
As long as they're different"
But ***** these heartless fools
They're just a bunch of ignorants
My friend if you need a safe space
My heart is always open
It doesn't discriminate race
Let's fix what once was broken
My heart won't see your color, shape, nationality, ****** orientation or even your gender
To me you're a friend worthy of the name and I will never let you surrender
We will fight back and together we will change generations
And maybe then they'll understand that we're all just God's creations

For most of my life me and my hopes don't  agree
We're like two parallel lines that never meet
The fire cannot touch me but I feel the heat
So I just wanna say I'll stop
Getting my hopes up
Waiting for someone to call
Hoping to get over it all
So I'll do my best
To stop or maybe care less
And maybe then it wouldn't hurt
Why cry over what's already been burnt
I'll just let it go
And maybe they'll know
What they missed after all
And stand up against a wall
Cry for their loss
Sharing their thoughts
Wishing they could rewind time
And try to make everything right
Maybe I could've stayed

Do you get that feeling when
You wanna tear your face into a million pieces
And start over and over and over then
You slowly feel your self worth decreases
You're angry and sad you're crying your eyes out
You're lost and confused what all that fuss is about
But you're broken and that's okay
We all were broken someday
Some could survive it and some collapsed
Which one is me? ...... forget I even asked

It gets dark sometimes
It gets too quiet sometimes
It gets hard sometimes
But in all those times
I had you
My breath gets short sometimes
My hands they shake sometimes
My words escape sometimes
But in all those times
I had you
Now that I'm alone
Without you without a home
Wandering the unknown
I get lost sometimes

I used to be a part of something grand..
I used to be in every picture that they had..
We used to be a family not just a group of friends..
We used to love each other  but that's not how the story ends...
At first I was replaced
I had no where to be
I thought I was misplaced
And no one stood by me
I tried to fix it and get back together 
After a while I almost did
I enjoyed it while it lasted However
Our friendship came to an end
I know it's sad and it breaks my heart
But they're okay that we're apart
The only one hurting
The only one in pain
Is the friend inside me
Who fought for it in vain

Could you please let me borrow
A tiny bit of your sorrow
And maybe then I'll be more oh
Of a friend
Could you cry on my shoulder
And stay until we get older
In my arms for a little longer
Or til the end
I will always hold your hand
I will try to understand
All the issues that you had
Take a hint
For you I'm down on my knees
And I'm begging you pretty please
Share with me your locks and keys
Maybe consent

I can't get in if you don't let me
It's hard for me to see you ache
And I'm trying so hard but you won't let me
You probably think it's all fake

I get tired of trying
All my energy is gone
And then you accuse me of lying
Saying that I did you wrong

Well I'm sorry my baby if you feel that way
I'm just so consumed and I think I may
Need someone like me just to stay
Like I did for you...