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317 · Jul 2014
I'm trying to be
Im soon to trying to be
something that is not me
I'm fading fast like a bruise
almost always I am confused
to the edge you push me far
how high can I raise that bar
I take this blade to my wrist
oh how I relish this
down fall the tears
for a unknown amount of years
no matter what I won't tell
I'll just live in my own private hell
I won't show you what I see
for I'm far too good at faking happy
I close my eyes to sleep tonight
but how quickly they open in fright
for I dream
of things better left unseen
I always tired and dazed
for seeing that leaves me in a haze
covering my unease
isn't a simple breeze
I carefully apply my mask
layer upon layer of makeup another task
293 · May 2014
Just A....
Just a cut
Just a scratch
"What's that mark?"
"It was the cat."
Just an excuse
"What's with all the bracelets?"
"Just fashion. Why?"
Just a tear
Just a scream
"Why were you crying?"
"Just a bad dream."
280 · Jul 2014
Thanks
I talked to you
About all the mixed up stuff
Kept away in my head

You were understanding
And helpful
And it was great
And if felt so much better than usual

You helped me so much
When I thought you would get mad
But you didn't
And I'm so thankful for everything you do
Thanks you know who you are!
262 · Apr 2014
Lost
What do you call it when all you feel is pain?
When your loved ones look at you and all you feel is shame?
When your tired of living and playing this game?
When you know your life is meaningless and your the only one to blame?
What do you call it when the hurt is in your soul?
When you smile and laugh but know it's all a show?
When you feel you have hit your all time low?
When nothing makes you happy and the darkness around you grows?
What do you call it when you feel so alone?
When you're in your house but it doesn't feel like home?
When you look back in your life and every choice you've made now seems wrong?
When the wait to die seems like it's too long?
233 · May 2014
Another
Another cut
Another tear
Another reminder
That no one is here

— The End —