Just a cut
Just a scratch
"What's that mark?"
"It was the cat."
Just an excuse
"What's with all the bracelets?"
"Just fashion. Why?"
Just a tear
Just a scream
"Why were you crying?"
"Just a bad dream."

Today my heart is aching
For a man that's far away
I would give anything to hold him
And any ransoms I would pay
I find my mind just Wanders
To a sandy barren hell
And pray that my loving thoughts
Find my soldier safe and sound
Each night before I go to bed
I look up to the skies
And the moon brings me comfort
As tears brim in my eyes
Despite the miles between us
We still shar the stars and sun
So I gaze upon them often
It helps me know we are still one
So as I lie down on my pillow
I close my eyes and think of you
Not only in my waking moments
But you are in all my dreams too
My gorgeous handsome solider
I love you with all my heart
And the hardest thing I've ever done
Is have to accept we had to part
But our love is so much stronger
Than any force I've ever known
In the short time we've been together
It's amazing how much it's grown
So until we are reunited
Please stay safe and strong
My heart is yours forever
With you is where it belongs
Think about me often
My gorgeous handsome man
To wait for you forever
Is my battle plan

What do you call it when all you feel is pain?
When your loved ones look at you and all you feel is shame?
When your tired of living and playing this game?
When you know your life is meaningless and your the only one to blame?
What do you call it when the hurt is in your soul?
When you smile and laugh but know it's all a show?
When you feel you have hit your all time low?
When nothing makes you happy and the darkness around you grows?
What do you call it when you feel so alone?
When you're in your house but it doesn't feel like home?
When you look back in your life and every choice you've made now seems wrong?
When the wait to die seems like it's too long?

Behind my tears there lies anger
Behind my brave face there are lies
Behind my smile there is sorrow
Behind my lip gloss there is fear
Behind my laugh there are sobs
Behind my eyes there lies the truth
Behind my mask there lies my frown

You gave me a reason to live
You gave me a reason to hope
You gave me so much
I can never ask for more

I wish you could see
My love for you is a large sea
I wish you could kiss
And hold me tight
All through the night

In my heart
You're the only one
I want you with me always
Till our days are done
Goodbye
I don't really want to say goodbye
I don't really want to leave you
But now I have to go away
Stay away from you forever

What we had was something special
Deep down from our hearts
But now I have to go away
And leave you from my heart

I try to forget but can't
I try to die yeah I can
Mind suddenly gone
My end is near
Nothing to do now
But to tell you
I Love You

I can't do this anymore
I can't stand these names they give me
Why can't they see words hurt
They cut deeper than any blade or razor could
My eyes fill with tears just waiting to spill
But I won't let them they can't know that I have failed
I'm just another mistake
Just another waste of space
Stupid they say and never do I argue
Ugly, fat, pathetic, *****, annoying of course I agree
How could I not be
Depressed to a fault I just have two things in mind
How can I make it this long why can't I just die?

I walk these halls holding my wrists
I'm hoping that no one will see me when I'm like this
He looks at me scared as to what he will find
Never did he think that I had these things in mind
With tears in his eyes he asks "Are there anymore?"
I whisper a simple reply "Did you ever wonder what bracelets were for?"