Dear saviour,
You not only died for my freedom,
But you also loved me unconditionally,
Today, I messed up,
I know I promised you that i'ld never do it again,
I did it .
In the stillness of the mind,
Thoughts flooded,
I created scenarios,
It's safe to say,
They overpowered me.
Let me admit—
My crime lies deeply in the veins of life,
Or let me call it begining of knowing,
It just happened,
I didn't understand at the time,
The more I grew,
The more the picture became clear.
I craved that sin,
More than I acknowledged it,
Before I knew it,I dined with it,
Not only did I dine with it—
But also it's companions,
The companions came in my dreams,
Teased me , left with feeling naked and used,
I woke up and went to dine with sin again.
Dear saviour,
I am guilty,
But at what cost —my life,
Abide by me as you forgive and grant me ease.
To be human is to be tempted,
To be human is to know when to agree and disagree,
Dear saviour,
Look at my flesh,
It's leaking.
Forgive my iniquity,
Grant me mercy,
Don't take your face off me.
I just wrote this,words were just flowing,
I don't have a specific scenario or interpretation
However you relate to it, that's just it
Xoxo