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Mary Huxley Aug 25
If
If I was to give you my all, would you accept?
If I was to mould you a world of your desire,
Would you live in it?
If I was to give you half of my kingdom would you be my queen?
If I was to give you a piece of heaven would you be my peace?

Just if,
There is no one so precious,
Just no one,
I have seen all,
But no one caught my sight as you did,
I can’t blame my heart for loving you,
Neither can I blame my mind for thinking about you.

You are a rare gem,
Your rhuemy eyes full of glam,
I’ll die for you if I had to,
Making you mine is a must,
It’s a do that must be done.

Would you say yes to my proposal,
Would you be the flower in my vineyard,
Would you be that lilly in my valley?

If,
Just if?
Would you complete me?
Mary Huxley Aug 25
I'm also not aware,
But one thing I know,
You are gonna figure it out.
Mary Huxley Aug 25
When the time is right
Everything will fall in place
Mary Huxley Aug 25
Looking at the stars,
My mind hovering over the still waters,
Seeing myself in a maze,
No way out.

Watching my dreams dying,
My dreams sickening second by second,
I can’t take this,
The thoughts of them dying,
Dreams being postponed.

Dreams left aside,
Still pending,
And still waiting for me to tackle them to the stars,
But am over a cliff,
Wondering how I will rescue them.

Trying not to hate myself for choosing the wrong path,
Leaving my dreams pending,
Fighting for them not to fall out.

My wish I could see what my future holds,
Success still waiting to be unraveled,
Yes am standing out for them,
Taking this new path,
A second chance for me even if it takes years,
These aborted dreams need to live,
And imma breath life into them.
Mary Huxley Aug 25
Jailed in my own mind,
Scared to walk forth,
Handcuffed by my own thoughts,
Am sentenced to infuriation.

It was this same day I killed my own happiness,
I was cold inside,
I burned with great rage,
Quenching for space but the pace and speed denied me chance.

Now in a death row,
Being sentenced to ****** of my own emotions,
Looking around in my chamber,
Here I am confidentially waiting to be executed,
I already made my wish,
Hope I will conquer this inevitable death
Mary Huxley Aug 24
Looking at you I see no reason to be sad,
Being around you warms my heart,
You’re the reason I wake up and see good in me,
The future that I had no faith in now seems perfect and set,
I can’t even tell how happy I am to be with you.

Now tell me,
Am I missing something,
Am I loosing focus,
Am I not worthy,
Am I not enough,
Is there something that I lack.

Look into my eyes,
Tell me,
That which your heart bleeds for,
That which your mind thinketh,
Why are you doing this,
Why did you lie to me?

You made me believe am yours,
That you couldn’t replace me,
You told me that I had a world with you,
A forever that now has no eternity,
Why?
I mean why would you do that?

Tell me?
Mary Huxley Aug 24
I didn’t know that I still wanted you ,
until lights were off,
When only the sound of sadness could echo in my head,
Looking back to the moments we shared,
For a moment the world was bright,
How could I have known that would say goodbye .

Unending flashes of us, The dime -like moments The stared pecks
They now haunt me,
I want to run away from myself ,
But the painful part is how will I?
My life better left to chance.

Every promise you vowed is all broken,
Every hope you built in me is all shuttered,
I look at my phone screen and there is no messages,
Not even one,how is that possible .
It was just ago that you hit my inbox with thousands of missing me text.

And now not even a call,
I miss you but can’t reach to you and if I get a chance, it’s not how it used to be,
Am only left to miss all we had ,
The haunting memories,
I look back and wish not to have met you,
I am healing from the bruises you left me with.
My very first poem
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