Marlon: Poems

Marlon Aug 2018

Darkness grows all around
My soul gets lost
Cannot seem to be found
Lost and despair is what lies ahead
As I feel as if I am dead
Confused from what is right and wrong
But yet I seem to be growing strong
Light is nowhere in sight
Day continues to be night
Finding my soul is what I must do
If that is what I truly desire
I must burn this darkness with my will of fire
I cannot see what has become.....
Of my soul that has forever been gone

Some deep emotions

How I feel

Marlon May 2018

How I feel

I feel lonely
As confused as I am
I start thinking of uncle Sam
Words cannot begin to say
How I feel about today
A pain inside my head makes me confuse
I feel as if I'm always being abuse
I sit alone and think
That their is no link...
For what my life is...
And why I'm always at ease
My brain stays still and always thinking...
Why am I here and why am I blinking
Losing the sense of the path I was on
I seem to fade from what has begone
This time I am certain...
That this pain will forever be my greatest stain

In a dilemma

Marlon Jun 2019

In a dilemma

What is this load I feel
I cannot comprehend this ordeal
My life seems to be in balance
But I cant help but feel this strong suspense
What is this thing I lack?
In what way should I react?
I cant help but wonder...….

The feeling of missing something in life itself

No movement

Marlon Aug 2018

No movement

Time stood still
As I eat my last meal
When I start to think
My soul starts to sink...
Deep within the thoughts of loneliness
The good thing is that I dont have much stress
For the solitude might be a pain
But atleast there are a few things to gain
As I slowly lose my sanity
I feel that there is nothing left of my humanity
In this dark and cold world

Explaining a sense of profound feeling

Purpose found

Marlon May 2018

Purpose found

Pure as gold
To you I was sold
My purpose is clear
And I shall have no fear
For you showed me the way
And on that path I will stay
Life is now worth living
I must keep believing
My life has taken a new turn
Thus this is what I have learned

Sleep

Marlon May 2019

Sleep

Sleep,sleep I say
In my world you will stay
Your mind is mine
And here you shall stay
Your soul will lose sight
Of what is right
Eyes glowing and seeing
A pain that leaves you bleeding
You will never be able to wake
While you drift in the lake
Sleep,sleep I say
To me you will obey
Darkness shall cloud your mind
You will never be able to find
The way to wake from this night
Of pain and no light.

Something dark

Violence

Marlon Oct 2018

Violence

Anger and frustration
Trying to fight this sensation
The sense of being abused
You always feel as if you are being used
We live in a world filled with violence
Only thing you can do is take substance
That leaves your mind on suspense
The suspense of how you want to go about...
The feeling of lashing out
A world filled with despair
Can sometimes be hard to bare
This unable's people to be kind
They try to hide behind
Their feeling of hate
Thus makes them not debate
For the only answer they know
Is the one thing that makes humanity so low.......violence

Dept of darkness and the feeling of anger

Why

Marlon Sep 2020

Why

Why do we live just to die
Why do we have emotions just to contradict them
Why do we believe but yet we doudt
Why do we say things but not act upon them
Why do we befriend someone but in time ignore them
Why do some think there better than others just because they can do what you cannot.
I keep saying why...
Because deep inside....everyone cries.

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