Happiness is a lie,
Love at first sight is a lie,
Trust is a lie,
Dreams are lies.
The only thing people do is tell me the biggest lies.

Death must be coming for my life, because I keep having dreams of me dying and everything going dark and all I feel is me falling.

My time might be cut short naturally,
my time might be cut short by my own hands.

I guess I'll only know when I see the grim reaper standing right in front of me.

Life must be a joke,
Feelings must be a joke,
Having a good heart must be a joke,
My life must be a joke because everyone just laughs, stairs, and judges me.

I guess my life must be a great Joke.

I hate Promises,
I hate being lied to,
I hate when someone acts like they care but leave,
I hate people,
I hate that everyone takes what I say the wrong way,
I hate my mind,
I hate my heart,
I hate myself,
I hate everything about this **** world.
Those are the things I HATE!!!

There's so much on my mind,
There's so much on my heart,
There's so much I want to say to you,
There's so much I want to do with you,
There's so much things I feel,
you don't know how much I want you to not go away.

My sister loves you,
My mom loves you,
People think you like me,
People think we're dating,
With all of that sometimes I get to wondering are we each other's missing piece and we just don't know it?

I've been getting more sad around people,
I've started to cry randomly around people,
I've been showing how I really am,
people look at me with fear and worry,
I think the cracks are showing.