A time will come when I fall down to my knees in front of his throne,
If it's a long time or a short time from now,
A time will come and I'll ask him why did everything happen the way it did.

I may be mad at you,
But I don't hate you,
I may be mad at you,
But I won't disrespect you or talk down on you,
I may be mad at you,
But I still wish we could be friends,
I may be mad at you,
but I would never say something like what you said to my family about me,
I may be mad at you...


But in the end I still forgive you.

You know I thought highly of you once,
Of how you kept pushing forward,
How you tried to be nice to everyone even when you didn't want too,
How smart you are,
I thought highly of you because of how nice you were to me,
I thought so highly of you I would have stood up for you anytime of day and had your back no matter what you did,
But I must have been delusional thinking those things and trusting you.

I hope you enjoy lying,
I hope you enjoy making my own family think horrible of me,
I hope you enjoy causing me to have a fight with my mom and sister,
I hope you enjoy what you did,
I hope you enjoy knowing you caused me to have a mental breakdown because of what you said.

You lied about us being friends,
You lied about not leaving me again as your friend,
You lied to my face multiple times,
Then you lie to my family and turn them against me saying that I tried to manipulate you using the Bible when I didn't do that at all.

God I HATE people that lie.

Happiness is a lie,
Love at first sight is a lie,
Trust is a lie,
Dreams are lies.
The only thing people do is tell me the biggest lies.

Death must be coming for my life, because I keep having dreams of me dying and everything going dark and all I feel is me falling.

My time might be cut short naturally,
my time might be cut short by my own hands.

I guess I'll only know when I see the grim reaper standing right in front of me.