I never thought loving you would bring me so much pain
Why aren't I good enough?
I've torn myself apart, piece by piece
Trying to be who you want, who you crave
So you'd want me
So you'd love me
Praying every night that one day I'd be who you want
on my hands and knees
I'm begging you what more do you want from me?
M.j

mind seems to expand to all ends of the earth.
Helps me better understand myself and who I really am in slow motion.
Who I am when I'm not around that whack energy and fake love.
Ive seem to have floated


cloud9 has never felt so nice
M.j

You are alive in my dreams more than you are in reality
I miss how you used to always lay in bed with me
Now you warm her cold feet
I wish I knew how to forget what we used to be
Maybe then you wouldn't be the cure for me
-M.j

every second of the day I'm reminded that you have someone
And I'm not wanting you because I'm lonely
I'm wanting you because you were mine first
You were my home
And now I'm homeless
- M.j