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Aug 2019 · 87
Lost in my mind
andrianony Aug 2019
Mad, am I?
Stubborn, am I?
Lost in the world of fantasy, was I?
Expecting a different reality, didn’t I?
A reality full of dream, have I?
Dreaming of the impossible, why did I?
A heart full of desire, had I?

Is my mind betraying me?
Is my consciousness fighting me?
Why can't I control my thoughts?
Why is your image wrapped over my eyes?
How am I supposed to see anything else than you?
Why is your memory imprinted deep inside me?

My rationality is being compromised
And my emotions are emerging more than ever
My fears and my sensitivity are about to be discovered
My imagination is flying over
Both parts of my brain are fighting each other
My body doesn’t act like it was sober
But my love for you is still stronger than ever

How did you do to win me over?
Was it my heart that became weaker?
Or is it you that were way stronger?
How can I make my heart recover?
When my only choice is loving you way over
Can you tell me when it will be over?
Because the only word that I can hear is “forever”

When would all these pains end?
Should Love be defined as pain?
Isn’t Love a word for happiness?
Maybe only, if you could look at me
As you do, when you look at him
But what hurts is not really love
It’s what we call false hope
A host for fantasy

Fantasy, would it be?
Or let’s just say a distortion of reality
A slight diffraction of what I really see
But why not accept the actuality
Maybe because it might result in my heart’s fatality
In the end, it will only be an absurdity
And I will still have to live on fighting to get my dignity …
But all of these are just emotions
andrianony Aug 2019
Heads turned into the sky
Thoughts lost in the creation of the milky way
Hopes remaining into the creation of a better world and future
Eyes admiring the unseen ahead of the abstract
Hearts filling up with the emotions of bonds in the human kind

What lies in front of me is indescribable
A beautiful world but overshadowed by dark layers
People with big hearts but scared to be hurt
Unable to be themselves and afraid to be judged
Is that the evolution that the humans of this millennial want to be referred?

Every new generation must bear their predecessors’ legacies
Is the world now good enough to be handed over to the next you and me?
A world where being upright is referred as a lack of brightness
And where brightness means fooling the others and being embedded of selfishness
As if altruism is a sign of weakness and powerlessness

Scary but fantastic is how the world can be defined
With a lot to keep, a lot to fix and a lot to discover
There are some that see the bright side
And some that prefer in the shadows
But in the end, just people cohabiting together as one to rule the world



Should the human’s heart be more into the dark side or to the bright side?
The future is for us to grab and determine
We can define a kind human being as amazing
Or we can say that she or he is intellectually suffering
And the way we value him or her, shows what is important for everyone

But what makes a human different from any other animal?
Is it our superior intelligence and ability to communicate?
Beneficial only if we, humans, use it in the good way
Is it the rules that we have established among ourselves?
However, everything is already following a specific rule.

So, my head looked down into the soil and got back to the earth
And, my thoughts were more focused and more organized
My hopes became my goals and source of motivation
My eyes saw the future that I wanted
At last, my hearts went to were it belonged.
Writing filled with emotions and sense of duty.

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