Joseph the Dreamer

Joseph the Dreamer Mar 2012

I dreamed, i had a dream, i nightmared
Live and awake and i dare
to speak when
like twilight burned bright
in passing of night
turns dim again

I was so in a haze
i didn't know what a haze is
so in a haze
i didn't know what day it is
so take a pleasant walk with me
one overfull of clarity
Come!
Won't you relive my hell with me?

The two minutes and thirty seconds after i awake
Gears not engaged - i had no hope then
my reality broken
by one that for those moments seemed so solid
in sleep even the wise can be fooled without knowledge
even our instincts can fall asleep
not recognize the illusion slipping like sleet
through cracked senses
like sight misses midnight
blue walls surrounding me
like hearing misses everything so i hear only stillness around me
like touch misses warm cotton sheets and heat
I am dancing madly in my restraints
I am a lunatic, entwined sensually, with misery and my mistakes

Joseph the Dreamer Mar 2012

wishful thinking

a day to remember and never to forget
because of what came of it
and when one day we know it's right
God will restore and we'll love in his light

(3-4-11)(3-4-11)(Skittles <3) (Skittles) (i purple!)(i will always love you) (in my <3 flutter/ you flutter<3 flutter<3/ still my beloved) (written on an index card colored black, blue, and purple)

Joseph the Dreamer Mar 2012

Things I've done and been

I have been built and i have been broken,
I have spoke and I have left unspoken,
I have stood tall and fallen on my face,
I have been the pride of others and I've been disgrace,
I have held strong to home and I have wandered freely,
I have been a mess and a masterpiece,
I have hated myself and I have loved myself,
I have been me and I have been someone else.

Joseph the Dreamer Mar 2012

wish turned to dust

you're talking about walking over broken glass:fast
your past it lasts - no matter if you want it to or not
if you don't or if you got it under control
you feel like you hold it all in one hand
like you're an man and no one can
change a thing
that you wish
but your'e wrong
as it all turns to dust

Joseph the Dreamer Mar 2012

asunder, by another

Broken together or broken apart
at the start my heart
is torn asunder
my lover torn from me by another

Joseph the Dreamer Mar 2012

"Hi"

There she stood
and in her hands was my heart
and in her heart were my hands
and there i was
staring into her eyes
and her eyes stared into mine
i looked closely and i
saw my soul swim freely through the sky
the only thing that i could say was "hi"

Joseph the Dreamer Mar 2012

entertaining angels unknowingly

I hope that you are entertaining angels unknowingly
because all the hate that you're showing me
if shown to them would end in your disintegration
cause i'm betting angels are somehow not this patient
you can call me mercy but even i hope you get what you deserve
cause if you don't you'll never learn
It's all for your own good