death
is
so powerful
. . .
the soon to be, death of a loved one
has changed my perception on life itself
and how venerable we really are
it has changed the way i feel about his last months alive
and now, i sit here writing this, still trying to decide whether the choices i've left myself with are really worth it
. . .
becuase they seem impossible
and soon he might be gone,
and ill be left with that
empty pit in my stomach,
thinking about all the things i never did with him,
and all the small moments that could have been something
life changing
ill be left with so many
drowning thoughts
and im scared that i will
suffocate beneath them