I can't even begin to explain how **** it is that your leaving,

but I also can't even begin to explain how happy I am that you've found a way to move on and leave all the bad things behind.

Through all your hours of endless tears, and weeks of numb despair
you still found a way to keep going and i am so proud of the strong, kind and independent person you have come to be.

Don't let anyone drag you down
Don't settle for things your better than

And don't worry about what others say
because in a few years you'll be off somewhere in the world doing great things.
I know you will.

Keep following your passions


Your amazing and somewhere in all your doubt you know it too

Love always, lu.

We worry so much about things,
that in the end don't matter

and through this

we miss what it's like to truly live
.
we miss what it's like to feel careless
.

we miss
life's
most beautiful
moments

From the liver to the lungs
...
it spread like wildfire
.


weakening each cell
as it passed through
.



His
existence
had become a
waiting exercise

he was so alone
and no one cared

because they didn't realise
how much it damaged him

.

they didn't know about
the long
restless nights
he stayed awake through
wondering whether
he was even
worth anything

they didn't know about
the constant
draining feeling
that was always
inside him

...

and
they didn't
know
that he was laying
on his bathroom floor
with pills
spread out across the bench
and a letter
saying
i'm sorry

its crazy that we never know how much light someone brings into our world until they are gone

until we are left in the dark