I want to have a photograph of us happy together.
I will keep it between the walls of my heart.
In order to preserve our love forever.
Even space or time can't break us apart.

Where time's forever frozen.
Moments never shaken.
Tears never shed.
Hearts never bled.

For a moment I felt we were infinite.
A moment that we will treasure forever.
Just like alexander the great, though short he may have reigned.
He will never be forgotten by the world.

I wish to conquer,
not any land, country nor continent.
But a hidden paradise that can't be foud anywhere else.
A paradise that beats every second and its what makes us alive.

If only my eyes has a function like that of a camera, I would have all our perfect memories captured, then have them printed.

In that way I could keep them perfect even after bad things happen.

If only my heart has a video player, I would have all our fun and blissfull moments recorded then burn them to a cd. Insert them to my heart and I would have it played in loop.

In that way, even if we part ways, I would never feel so lonely and remain happy forever.

If only.. but it is impossible. Pain must be felt and Bad memories should be remembered.

For so long I have been the living meaning of gloom.
Can't smile or even be happy for awhile.
I have myself locked in a dark, cage-like, room.
This pain is breaking me, I have no more tears to cry.

I need help, I couldn't bare this no more.
I don't need love, I just need a shoulder to cry on, a bestfriend.
I have been in the dark for so long, I need some color.
Please help me mend my broken life, because I might end this worthless fight.