I have loved the skies
More than anything

They speak in so many languages

When its blue,
It cries tears as if sad.

When its dark,
It shouts thunders as if angry.

When its white,
It shines so bright as if smiling.

But nonetheless, it is beautiful.

And as I loved the skies,

Much like you,

I can’t ever reach, even if I dreamed of it

Am I a bother?
Tell me.
Am I a nuisance?
Tell me.
Am I just another guy you talk to?
Tell me.

Because you're not just someone.
Because If I could,
I would have made you
More than just

My best friend.

Takot ako.
Takot akong muling umibig
Takot sa salitang mahal kita
Takot sa pagasang “tayo”

Dahil nangingibabaw parin
Ang mga damdaming para sa kanya
Tanong sa sariling
“Magmamahal ba ako ng iba?”

Takot makasakit sapagkat alam kong
Ikaw pa rin ang mahal ko
Takot magmahal ng iba
Dahil alam kong ikaw pa rin ang nasa puso

Takot dahil sarili ko’y di ko mapapatawad
Kung makasakit man ako ng iba.
Takot dahil hindi na ako marunong magmahal
Magmahal ng iba

Dahil ibinigay ko sayo ang lahat
Takot na ako tumingin sa iba
Kaya’t sa hangga’t andito ka sa puso ko
Hindi ako maghahanap ng iba

Dahil takot ako makasakit
Takot ako manggamit
Takot ako pumeke ng nararamdaman
Dahil alam kong ikaw parin ang aking,

Minamahal.

Para sa sarili ko,
Patawad,
Dahil nagmahal ako
Ng taong nagmamahal naman ng iba.

I don't think I can have you in this life.
Maybe in the next.

Nonetheless, you are still my everything.

If you could have changed the past, would you have done it?
If you could have changed who you are, would you have done it?

Tell me,

Are you the person who you were before?
Or the mask you brought up years ago?

Do you love the same as before?
Or are you still broken, just distracted?

Do you still feel happiness?
Or is it just temporary joy to fill in the darkness?

As long as you're living,

Show me.

The true you, inside and out, no facades.
The true feelings you dare to show this unfair world.
The true happiness you want to implore to others.

Don't let the past break your precious kindness.
Because we are losing our numbers, stay kind.

If we could do that, would we do it?

You were a person who loved the sky more than anything else.

Then you realize.

When did I start choosing her more than the skies?

Have you ever wondered?
Why the AMs feel a little longer,
Have you ever wondered?
Why are simple things so confusing,

Have you ever wondered?
Why those late night talks hit different,
Have you ever wondered?
Why those point of views collide,

I wonder what if I stayed up a little longer
What if I listened a little better
I wonder what if I didn’t give up
What if I loved you more

Oh How It became a thrilling feeling?
The ecstasy to be wanted?
Yet the “I” that I know is fleeing.
No longer known, no longer needed

Be the nice guy?
Be the best guy?
Be a gentleman?
Have you ever wondered?

Would “it” have changed the present?