I was a river, gently flowing,
but you were a hurricane looking for a new flame.
I was looking to be swept away.
The wind, so forceful, only pushing me astray.

Where am I going?
I don't know.
I just want a reason for you not to go.
The water splashing all around,
Leaving droplets never to be found.
Lost, now you go,
Leaving this peace for me, on my own.

There's a hole in the earth
Where you once stood,
you left just like I knew you would.

Coming back, I feel like it's just a lie,
why is this making me want to die.

There's a hole in earth,
where I knew I had a friend.
Turns out you never wanted to be there until the end.

Actions speak louder than words,
but somehow I still can't manage to be heard.

There's a hole in the earth,
where did it all go?
****** into oblivion,
just go with the flow.

What did I do to make this come about,
what should I really trust when the lights go out.

There's a hole in the earth,
I knew it to be true,
I just never once thought that it would be you.

Forgiveness is something I give too much,
It forced people to use me as a crutch.
As I pushed people away,
It brightened my day.

Away from the drama, away from the pain.
Never left me grasping for anything else to gain.
My life is so peaceful, most of the time.
Loving to be by myself, isn't a crime.

So often, I struggled to find the words to say,
Never had I thought i'd see the day,
Where my struggles were few and I could be myself,
Not around anybody else.

How do I feel when nothing seems real?
I need an anchor, I need a friend.
Someone that can be there in the end.
How can I see when the world is black?
I need a sign not to turn back.
Help me, help me, I'm floating away.
Why do I feel this way?
Where do I go when I can't trust a soul?
What will tie me down to this unhabitable hole?
I need an anchor, I need a friend.
Will I ever pass this bend?

I am inspired to do the best I can,
and change the morality of who I am.
Keep pushing on, I must meet all of my goals.
Find a better job,
and not make any foes.
I want to get a doctorates, I suppose.
Love everyone, in everything that I do.
For I must do everything, out of love for you.
Such is a motto I hold dear to my heart.
Love is essential, in every part.

I want to succeed not just in life, but in love.
Do more than I have achieved before,
from the outside to my core.
Be the better me,
and fight against tyranny.
Of our government and of ourselves.

Stand up for whats right,
stand up for myself.
Its time to put a new book on this shelf.
Fixing what I dont like,
starting over new,
now see why I do what I do?
You are my muse,
and its all because of you.

It's strange when people pass away.
One day they're there, the next they're not.
Where do they go after they've fought?

But back here we're grieving.
Back here confused.
It was all so sudden,  
we never thought we had something to lose.

I cant get you out of my head.
I miss you, even as just a friend.
Your smile, always in my mind.
I cant just leave you behind...
I miss you so.
Please dont go..


I may never feel what its like to be in your arms.
Thats okay as long as youre there,
torture it is, without being able to share.
I want to know how your day is.
I want to know you're okay.
I want to hear your laugh.
I want to see your smile.
I want everything that has to do with you.

You'll never see this,
never hear my words.
Part of me wants to tell you,
but I know its absurd....

Cars, what are you going to do?
One day they're fine, the next you see they are  poo.

Bad wiring on a headlight, not too bad.
But a front and rear main seal leak,  worries me a tad.
Where am I going to find the money,
Will I be able to fix my honey?

Thinking now, I miss the late night talks about nothing.
I miss the late night talks about something.
I miss staying on the phone all night playing kingdom hearts.
I miss singing and dancing over skype wanting to never part.
I miss the unsecure security.
I miss your laugh, and I miss your crazy stories.
But most of all,
I miss the simplicity we once had.

The unlikely friendship we shared,
Until we found out we both cared.
I believe everything happens for a reason,
But what if our time has run?
What if it's only just begun?

Is this meant to happen, is it just fate?
Or is it time we closed the gate.
I don't know what path is right.
I'm just so scared to mess up this life.
I wish there was a manuel, or I could see into the future,
Maybe then I could make the suture.

There once was a robot who was proud and strong,
She knew her master would never do her wrong.
They lived in a lighthouse, so far away,
To save the secret of her, it shall stay.

He loved her with a love none can say,
While she could never feel that way.
No one would understand how he loved a bot,
But he did it without a thought.
He built her from scratch, with love
And things he found in an old hatch.
Alive she came to grace his day,
Lonely no more, he had his way.

Until one day she was not the same,
A ***** was found in the hay.
The night's sunder came about,
Wind and rain with a shout.
An axe flew through the door,
"Get out, you blasted *****."
All night he tried to hide,
With no hope that he'll survive.

Glide your hands down my curves,
Squeeze my hips tight and jump my nerves.
Pull me close without a sound,
And kiss me until the sun goes down.
Let me feel your warmth against my skin,
Please let us make this one more sin.

Run your tongue across my neck.
Push me up against the bed.
Eat me up, indulge in me.
Let us both be free in this eternity.

Please darling, touch me in my fantasy.
Feel my breath and hear my gasps,
Hold me close, don't turn back.
Keep going, and liberate me
From this lust that's inside of me.

I've hurt people in my life,
I've done bad things,
but everyone has something to blame.
I wish I could take it all back,
and do right by everyone and reverse the pain I have caused.
That's not how this works though,
we move on and learn from our mistakes.

We are what we do, no matter what is truly in our hearts.
We can dwell on the past, we can dwell on the future, but all that matters is now.
And what we do now.

Time to move on, stop looking back.
The time is now, to make your move.
Everybody is looking at you.
Do what's right, do what is good,
but most importantly do what you should.
Do what you should that will better yourself.
Do what you should to help everyone else.
Do what you should despite the context,
do what you should despite the fear.
What's in your heart counts more than you know,
all that you need to do is let it show.
So don't look back at what you've done,
move on and show everyone who you have truly become.

I am the forest,
I know this to be true.
Cicadas singing, an orchestra for two.
Feel the music inside of you.
Dance with me tonight,
let your body free.
I will take you in,
out of your misery.
Sing your heart, sing your soul,
we all want to feel your whole.
Spirits dancing, playing about.
Shh, be careful not to shout.

The moonlight shining its warm, honest beems,
to let you swim in our beautiful streams.

Love us, as we love you,
The circle of life, giving unto you.

Dance with me tonight,
and let your body free.
Take in me, the almighty.

Feel my dirt under your toes,
smell the freedom in your nose.
Dance and let your wings come free,
feel me in my entirety.
Breathe me in, hear my sounds,
know nothing is out of bounds.

I am the forest,
almighty and strong.
Hear my music all night long.
Feel the wind flow through your hair,
run real fast with out a care.
Look at me, with all of my beauty,
animals, my habitants, with no fury.
Loving one another, playing about.
Hey look, the sun's come out!

Leaves and flowers, soaking it in,
beeming and gleeming seeing their new friends.
Caterpillars munching a leafy snack, squirrels hopping over the cracks.
Some are falling asleep, while others are fighting to make their keep.
Exploring and investigating every sound,
joyful with every bound.
Cicadas still singing, an orchestra for two.
Mating and creating, something new.

I am the forest,
I know this to be true.
So when am I going to meet you?

I wish I could exist outside of time
Living everlasting in one moment
and every moment, and it would be all mine.
Do things better, and do things right.
No going back, and thinking over and over about it at the end of the night.

I wish I could exist outside of time.
Maybe things wouldn't hurt so much,
maybe they'd hurt forever.
All I know is we would all be together.
Friends, family, and everyone above.
It hurts to see them leave, with no push or a shove.
Time moves on and things happen.
People die and people change.
People start getting into the strange,
the work world filled with bills living just to survive.
Tears us all apart from where we used to be, wishing we could go back and change history.
Not much to do but go with the flow, because after all we are just little specs in time.

"O Fortuna
velut luna
statu variabilis,
semper crescis
aut decrescis;
vita detestabilis
nunc obdurat
et tunc curat
ludo mentis aciem,
egestatem,
potestatem
dissolvit ut glaciem.

Sors immanis
et inanis,
rota tu volubilis,
status malus,
vana salus
semper dissolubilis;
obumbrata
et velata
mihi quoque niteris;
nunc per ludum
dorsum nudum
fero tui sceleris.

Sors salutis
et virtutis
michi nunc contraria,
est affectus
et defectus
semper in angaria.
Hac in hora
sine mora
corde pulsum tangite;
quod per sortem
sternit fortem,
mecum omnes plangite!"

She tells me logic is the way to go.
Honesty is her meaning, analytical is her kind.
I still can't seem to make up my mind.

Should I keep my promise, or risk it all?
For a couple of lies, that could make me fall.
The risk is too great, or is too small?

Replying is all I want to do,
But logic and fate say its too soon.

When I am wrinkled, my hair is gray,
I will always see you as you are today.
My love, my love as handsome as can be,
After you, there will be no way my heart will ever be free.
Like a pirate at sea, you captured me.
You took me away from where I once knew,
Showing me some place entirely new.

Baboom
Baboom
BABOOM

Thats my heart pounding in my chest,
these butterflies flapping not giving me any rest.
Seeing your perfection all across my day,
hoping in time you'll come my way.

I see you all the time,
in everything that is mine.
I feel so scared,
I dont want to mess up.
Seems im so nervous,
I cant help but fess up.
Saying things I shouldnt,
making weird jokes.
I just want you to feel
how you make me float.
Im happy whenever we're talking,
but not, I miss you all the time.
I cant seem to ever get you off of my mind

What have you done to me?
A new type of wizardy?

BABOOM
BABOOM
BABOOM!

My heart is racing, faster and faster!
My cheeks are red,
my mind wont let me go to bed!
Just to see a simple hi,
is enough to make me fly.

Ive never felt so enthralled.
Im working myself raw.
Worrying, waiting,
I dont want to be too much.
But oh how I long to just feel your touch.

You're what I want,
You are what I need.
Let us break free,
together we can make history.

I want to hear your heart,
I want to hear that sound.
Of how it feels when you're around.
My heart is pounding out of my chest,
oh I do really need to rest...

But wait a midnight question,
I really must just mention.....
I want to be surrounded,
I want to be engulfed.
In a blanket of warmth and all of your love.

My heart still pounding,
with each breath I take.
Every thought that leads to you,
this can't be fake.
But what if it is,
will I ever know?
I dont think I will ever be able to let this sweet serenity go.

So many comic books but which to read?
Ms. Marvel, Scarlet Witch.
Secret invasion, I need a switch.

Got so many new ones, I'm so excited to read.
Which one first, is the answer I need.

Hello, I'm a siren.
Answer my call and I'll make you drown,
build you up and then break you down.
Good intentions are what it appears, but another look into my monstrous heart will bring you to tears.
I always get what I want and give you a rise,
but I will take you from the rear,  ha surprise!

A beautiful disaster, you'll never see me coming.
The monster within will bring you crumbling.

Watch out when you hear my song.
I'll walk with you all along.
Following, hunting, looking for my prey,
waiting to pounce,
just dont ever go near the bay..
Hello, I'm a siren.
Here to take you away,
just not to where you thought,
to your dismay.

Gentle dusting across the earth,
singular stars are getting their birth.
Each unique with every flake,
instellar galaxies all at stake.

Falling from the heavens,
This is the day the angels come out to play.
A fresh new start, pure and clean
it can be so freeing.
Silence, peace, and beauty galore
so much new old area to explore.
Crystals of fragile flakes surpass, our minds and endeavors all at last.
Until we find we are alone with the universe
finding ourselves, with every verse.
Cold running through our veins,
complexing our hearts, leaving us full of stains from the endless mutiny of our wondering brains.

The forest is my throne,
with it's love I shall stay.
Protect it with my life,
I will not run away.
I float on the promises of the wind, giving all I can.
Spreading life with the flick of a hand.
I stay hidden for but one to see,
in my forest, my throne, I will always be. I follow the moonlight to where I call home, knowing I'll never be alone. Mother Earth and Father sky, will love like us until they die.
Playing and dancing, spreading the light.
The forest, my throne, you and I.

How will you get out, you will never know.
The labyrinth will never let you go.
Tossing and turning.
The labyrinth is here for our contouring.
There will never be a break,
Never be a day,
Where you can finally go your own way.

Times are hard, this is true.
I want you to know, I made this for you.
Days go by, through and through.
But it'll always be us two.

I look to the stars and see you so far away.
Thinking of you almost everyday.
I'm torn between my word and these feelings.
I'm bound by a promise to keep my silence.
For myself, I just can't let go of you.

My mind, my heart, my soul and logic are all tearing me apart.
Not sure what to do, I sit in silence doing my part.
Safety has always been where I have hid.
When I make a leap from safety, it's big.
Too scared or too shy, to make the wrong move.

I'm sorry for this, i'm sorry for silence, i'm sorry for the pain, i'm sorry for my cowardice.

Together as one,
or one all alone.
I am the only one on this throne.

Look around at this kingdom made of ash,
only seeing we are the ones to be bashed.
What are we doing here,
will we ever really know?
Killing, and destroying our only home.

What hope do we have, if we wont stand as one?
To stop the poison that we have become.

Life all around us, ceasing to be.
humans, we make our eternity.
Spreading lies and hate like fire spreads,
our hearts hardly even glowing red.
Black as night, cold as death.
We make our beds with what we can not shed.

Greed and poverty go hand in hand,
we all need to make a stand.

Why must we destroy all that we know,
when really we should help things grow.
Love the nature that is all around us,
instead we are our own Galactus.

Not enough stand as one,
to fight this evil we have become.

Together as one,  
or one all alone?
Looks like we all only reap what we sow..

Look me in the eyes and let me take you in.  
Let me feel your warmth across my skin,
I need to be close to you, seeing the galaxies in your eyes.
My life is beeming, I hope this wont be my demise.

Let me breathe you in,
feel your life circle within.
I want to feel your entirity until I am all done.
Touch me as I touch you, feeling as one.
Feel my soul, as my heart starts to pound, knowing that I cant even make a sound.
I smile, thats all I can do, when inside I just shriek.
Oh god, you make me so weak..

I want to be on your elemental plane,
touching and feeling you all over again.
I want to see into your soul,
touch every atom of your whole.
Send my sorrow, send my happiness, send my love for you.
In return to feel your pain, your joys, until our time is through.
We are spirits endlessly circling our own oblivion,
but you make me feel as I can actually live again.

The flowers are blooming in my soul.
Burning embers, just like coal.
Learning, trusting and seeing my way,
I may be entering into a brand new day.

I need to be close to you and feel your breath against my skin.
I want to give you everything that I have ever been..

Love the one that makes you happy every day.
Love the one who you can always be yourself with.
Love the one who loves all of your perfect imperfections.
Love the one you trust with your life.
Love the one who makes you feel like a better person, and special and fun.
Love the one who makes you feel alive again.
Love the one who thinks you're most beautiful with messy hair, no make up and having a smile on your face.
Love who is patient and kind, and listens to all of your silly rants with just a loving  smile.
Love the one who always wants to give you kisses.

It's hard to find a best friend, in world of relationships.
If you find someone like that, don't let them go.
Love like that is special.

A heart as big as mine loves hard and fast,
but a heart as numb as mine can't tell if what I feel will last.

Unfair cruelty to citizens below,
the space cadets agree its their time to show
their worldly leaders and planets alike their secret software to rule the night.

Together they fight with powers showing, invasions and aliens all the more growing. The universe is in crisis, all in fear of their lives seeing aliens and demons alike.
Death and destruction, chips implanted, portals, and chaos erupting within. Civilans confused, villains amused by the amount of chaos berused.
The council agrees the first wave is plenty, but many fight and others wont shed a penny to help the cause of saving many.

I'm a coward, I know this to be true.
All I do is run and hide from you.
Don't be mad, it's all okay.
I'm always here for you at the end of the day.

Everything is still the same,
We just have to make things a little bit more tame.
I just wanted you to know you'll always be my best friend,
Right down to the very end.
Even though things don't always turn out right,
There's always a chance of happiness at the end of the night.

I just want everyone to be happy.

I read all of your poems, and I think they're beautiful.

Im stuck in a fantasy that is killing me.
Will I ever be free of my eternity?

What do I feel, what do I see..
What is even becoming of me?