I try to think of how I feel the need to hold back on every thing I ever felt I wanted to say even with fighting back tears i know i wouldn't dare talk to you for anything i was always there for someone to cry, talk to, to be there for you on your worst day to help ease the pain so you wouldn't feel so small and alone in this big world to make you laugh when you cry to annoy you and make you smile when your really trying to be mad to see you give in and walk my way and you'll give me the biggest hug I've had all day to be able to hold you close at night and we'll be able to remember all these beautiful times and ill always be grateful that I have you to share my days with and make everyday   a day a blessing because your my blessing everyday