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159 · Aug 2018
Death
Sweet bitter death when will you come
Make haste before the sun shines
Save me
Make me a man
I do not fear it
I welcome it
Death
158 · Oct 2017
I keep in thought
I keep in though why
I dont know here i go and lost
Help me mother father brother sister
save me from tribulation
157 · Oct 2017
Promise Me
promise me you will be here in the morning when the sun is shining
Promise me you wont hate me for my mistakes
Promise me we will be together
Forever
Promise Me
152 · Dec 2018
Blood on my dick
Shut you're ******* mouth you ****
get on the ******* bed
I hope you like hard you *****
now give me ******* head
You're gonna want it wet
when I put it in your ***
I'm gonna be your first
But I ain't your ******* last

I want you hear you ******* scream
I wanna see you cry
I want to see your ******* look like ****** cherry pie
I'm not looking for tomorrow
I don't really give a ****
Forget the ******* ****
I want you're blood all on my ****

I want squeeze you're ******* ****
until they're ******* purple
And choke you like a little *****
And ******* like yokel

I wanna watch you fade away
As I choke you out
And when you finally wake back up
Put my **** back in your mouth
151 · Oct 2017
America
Apple pie Rock&Roll Elvis Presley 7 fold.
Ford trucks Chevy too stars of white flag of blue.
A rebel yell from the south our brothers north join our shout.
We are a country free and true America how i love you.
150 · Jul 2018
How I wish I was
I wish I was
I wish I was
So many growing things
Caterpillars butterfly's
A mite on an eagles wings
I wish I was
I wish I was
But I will never be
So as I wish I Dream it to
To be so many things
150 · Oct 2017
A poem to remember
C130 rolling down the strip airborne ranger on a one way trip mission unspoken destination unknown airborne ranger ain't never coming home
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They flew out to a place called Iraq he jumped out the plane he held to his pack he hit the ground rolling he jumped out his gear he led to his marker to find a true fear.
Just 3 klicks that miles for you he lost a good friend but that's nothing new cause out in the desert its hell or its all cause during a war its ***** to the wall.
149 · Oct 2017
Goodbye Dog
Goodbye Dog You deserve heaven
Why oh why do i cry Dog you were just that and nothing more

                                          Goodbye my faithful companion.....
I met her she kissed me
she went away
i stalked her I love her
what else can i say
148 · Dec 2018
Fuck shit son of a bitch
**** your vibes
and **** your dreams
**** on your hopes
and cut your strings
after I'm done i'll play my fiddle
throw you in a ditch *****
Life's a ******* riddle
******* *******
Eat a bag of ****
Mamma out ******* ****
Trying to get a fix
daddy out beating mamma
Trying to get his pay
hard ******* life
Great ******* day
145 · Jul 2018
Secluded greetings
It's a wonder how wonderful you are
Yes you
To you I write
Not to a dream
Not to a promise
Only to you
My heart longs for the flaming touch
Of you
I whisper seduction within your heart
But it only last as long as the cherry of a cigarettes glow
Poetic is it not
Sure
But you know
And I know what our secluded
Greeting always bring
Whispers of seduction
144 · Oct 2017
Im blue
I'm so blue without you
I sit and wonder what i could do
I wish i could kiss you once again
Your lips so tender
Your heart so big
You used to love me you said it allot
But now it seems our loves a blot
Come back darling you know its true
I'm oh so lonely and oh so
Blue
143 · Jul 2018
Fuck
What are word it can be used as a noun a verb or even an adjective
Yet is looked at as a horrible thing
To see people use this word makes me smile
****
If it were only a formal word life would be better
143 · Oct 2017
Go to hell
Hell shall we be
Hell we are already there
Goodbye reality
Hello Sleep
Deprivation
142 · Aug 2018
Forget those dreams
Hear me not
Yea I shall speak no more
No longer shall I endure my mind
The vivid pictures it paints
Defile me
I speak with clear conscious
My conclusion is contaminated
Does my death arrive soon
  People are bidding me farewell
But I have no plans to leave
Mother said forget those dreams

Hearing the music grow softer
It calms me
Smiles of yesterdays past
I can still feel the warmth of the sun on my face
Back in those times I could smile
I was free to love
And be loved
so far now it seems
I must forget those dreams

Wish
To wish for what
A kiss
Just one more moment with you
One more touch
Then I shall depart from you
so hard to let go of you
Hard to believe
I must forget my dreams
138 · Oct 2017
Ballad
I'm a singer of lost songs so far and cast away.
I was born in the sky in the heavens i fly In stars by night and day.
My father was older than the sun upon my very birth.
He said go on and sing your song to God and mother earth.
And so i did i went and sang but nobody would lend an ear.
And Jupiter Mars Venus and stars cried for you to hear.
Mars grew tired war aspired Jupiter lost her eyes.
Venus said come here my child and take me as your wife.
Aries grew angry i battled him for 60.000 years.
And through that battle he surrendered and declared me God of him.
I went to Zeus i challenged him to a battle to the death.
And here i sit upon his throne as he takes his last breath.
I see it all and poetry is just a trick of mine.
Show me respect or find your death before my very eyes.
138 · Jul 2018
Mock me a dream
Lady oh lady mock me a dream
Be something I want
Be something I need
Lady oh lady
Could you be mine
Could you be what I've longed for
For all of my time
Sure they say luck is bound to bring dreams
But lady you know how luck can sure change
So lady oh lady mock me a dream
Even if you pretend
I will still be
Forever grateful
Mock me a dream
Lady oh lady
Sing me this song
I wrote it because Im lonesome
But now Im alone
So lady oh lady
Mock me a dream
Be all that I've wanted
Be all that I need
138 · Aug 2018
Fuck you
137 · Oct 2017
Alcoholics prayer
Lord please take these shakes away cure this habit my body craves
Don't let me fall off the wagon again cause if I do it all will end
I need a place to hide my thoughts from solving my problems with a whiskey drop
In this pain i feel so dry but another drink could end my life
So Lord i need strength i need it now
cause this Alcoholics feeling down
136 · Aug 2018
Her smile
I can feel the morning glowing down on the window in my mind
Giving me the hope that love is something more than just a little light
Teaching me that yesterday is something that I never thought of trying
Looking in the love and the healing in the colors in her eyes

Waking to the morning wondering when love will come again
running from the traces the people and the places that I've been
Looking at her as she sits kissing her with love that never ends
Her smile is the one thing I hope and pray I'll one day see again
135 · Aug 2018
I hate myself
This is not a poem and if you take the time to even care or read this well I guess thank you.
Every morning I wake up and put a fake smile on I wear a coat of shame and guilt for the wrong I have done to others and the things I have said.
I know I am a bad man I am past that I just hate my life and most of all myself. I have contemplated suicide a few times but I am to much of a coward to go through with it yeah Im so pathetic I can't even end my own suffering. This all started when my dearest friends and family my wife and my daughter died I lost faith,hope,clear judgment, and a whole lot more.
I now sit in a motel room at 1:40 in that am telling a group of strangers my troubles thinking somebody gives a **** and the whole things feels ridiculous. I drink allot more everyday and the more I drink the worse I feel but when I try to stop it only gets worse. Everything is kinda ****** readers I guess this is hell and all of this is what I deserve in the end maybe I will die with peace but until then I will drink myself to sleep.

Good day to you all
John Yuri Yasmirakov
135 · Oct 2017
Johnny
Johnny oh johnny mam has called
Run for the hills while you still have *****
134 · Oct 2017
Am i who they say i am
I look in the mirror the face is familiar yet i have not seen it.
I look in her eyes and see all the lies yet i cannot dream it.
I smell her on my clothes i feel her on my skin i know her.
But am i who they say i am.
134 · Oct 2017
I know you
I have not seen you nor have we met but i know you.
We have not kissed we have not loved but yet i love you.
We have not smiled and sang a song of love yet i sing of you.
We have not danced on the surface of hardwood floors yet i dream of you.
Who are you
I know you
131 · Oct 2017
The heart of a dragonfly
Courage he said to his own men as they stood on the break of destruction
But no one spoke for death was close and many knew he wasn't
They joked and said we will all be dead with a captain such as he
But he was a man with sword in hand and a Heart of a dragon fly

The ship wind blew and many men fell unto the deep dark ocean
but the captain stood as tough as wood with courage strength and devotion
They heard a scream it sounded mean it came from the west the captain stood and in hand laid the enemy's head

For 30 days and 30 nights he fought no sleep or food
he rung sword his pistol twords a thousand maybe 2
His men retreated and he was not defeated he kept on and on
Raviour in hand pistol in other he fought until the sun

6000 men lay dead at his feet the battle finally in flight
and just to think it was only one man with the heart of a dragon fly
130 · Oct 2017
Toodaloo
Toodaloo ding a doo
everybody knows that i love you
129 · Jul 2018
You are weak
Many fools who say many word's but have spoken nothing here
Poetry they call it to what sense of manner could it be
Your dreams and aspirations you leave here
You limp away like a pup wounded from his mother
Excuses are in your nature
No self control
No self respect
And to all you are named traitor
Crimes against humanity
You hate correction
You hate truth
You are weak
You speak of gender,equality,reason
Yet you are to foolish to see
In this world there is no such thing
This world has a heart that to the manner of hate
You embrace it
You are weak
Brought to anger quickly
No understanding
No respect
Just weakness
You are weak
127 · Oct 2017
The Piano
88 keys 88 strings
all for me and you
music plays people say how beautifully tuned
songs are sang people dance and people learn to play
88 keys 88 strings played for all my days
125 · Jul 2018
Grandfathers promise
To those who ask him but see his face is a gleam of glimmering glow.
He has spoken his peace yet standing in the promises of mother.
His pain is his weakness
His eyes are his hopes.
He is yet in that somber lonely death.
Shift in the sense of the grotesque from the creator to the created
I am him.
Reason with the beast that lies within the promise of grandfather is this.
125 · Oct 2017
I write and I write
I write and I type day and by night.
A book full of poem's a heart full of flight.
A dream of another a girl i once knew.
A kiss from an angel a poem that i drew.
Is it art is it tell me oh Devil which condemns me what might it be.
Is it lust is it anger or hate or deceit.
**** you for evil you fooled me again.
I continue to write and it seems for no end.
Save me oh save my readers to be my mind it is broken like glass or a leak.
My soul is condemned for all i have done.
Oh **** it to hell I'm finally done.
125 · Oct 2017
Here we go
Here we go once again writing and fighting words of man
I hate it I love it I need it oh well
I guess the words are like a well
so empty
123 · Oct 2017
Burn her
Burn to a pole
Beat her with a stick
shes a witch
shes a witch
burn her
burn
her
123 · Oct 2017
Get out
I don't want to talk
I don't wanna feel
Get out of my life
This time
I'm
For
Real
120 · Dec 2018
Loving her
I have seen the morning burning golden on the mountain in the skies
It kills a man to say good bye and kiss his love just to turn and cry
The fever when it burns inside it teaches me that she was worth more than dying
I healed a many night's from the love light that shined within her eyes

I long for the mornings when I felt her loving fingers on my skin
She cleaned my soul and helped me just how to remember who I am
I knew her love would leave me but cause I know all good things come to an end
Loving her was easier than anything I'll ever do again
119 · Oct 2017
Why are trees green
When i see a bird i know it flies because it has wings but why are trees green
When is see a cactus i see a plant but yet still i dont understand why trees are green.
119 · Oct 2017
God be with you
For all the fallen in Las Vegas God be with you and may he save us.
An evil deed has been done and some are felt left feeling numb.
You hurt no one but yet received something cruel and dark and mean.
Mothers fathers saved their children as bullets rained down and shot and killed them.
I know your pain iv'e been there to so know I'm always here for you.
117 · Oct 2017
Could you love me
Could you love me
If i were gone out of this place
I was born in the dessert on the moon in a cloud of rain.
I was killed in the summer in the arctic on the mountain plain.
I was kissed by the sea and i touched the sun.
Loved an angel touched her spangles and now I'm on the run.
A dragon touched me set me a fire into a freezing blaze.
I chased the devil into heaven and hell was colder than space.
I married the Goddess and the planets did align.
I wrote a ballad that will stand the test of time.

Yet I'm lonely and it;s more than a state of mind.
115 · Oct 2017
Love is what
What's this thing they're speaking of
Everyone says it's love
I don't know
I cant tell
From what i see it's all fail
holding hands and giving touch
kissing each other and whispering stuff
and you wouldn't
believe if I said
I just don't know what true love is
114 · Dec 2018
She's fat im drunk
And this is why you need a ******
because life is hopeless when
you are sober
So have a ball and remember
Don't drink to much in late December
111 · Jul 2022
Nomad Vagabond
Introduction

The fundamental premise is to envision history as a sequence of "dialectical" conflicts. Each dialectic begins with a proposition, a thesis ...which inherently contains, or creates, its opposite - an antithesis. Thesis and antithesis. The conflict is inevitable.
But the resolution of the conflict yields something new - a synthesis - eliminating the flaws in each, leaving behind common elements and ideas.
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Poem

­I am the nomad, no home, no family no friend's, I am as the melancholy sound of music striking nostalgia like a match.

I am the vagabond, with no place to cling to, no one to sing to, no place to stay, no things to say.

I anticipate the hate.... The heat of the sun burns my skin, the flesh beneath my flesh is sin incarnate, I am a nomad.... I am no good.

I smell of embers burning hot like coal in a stack, train cars rumble across the tracks like thunder, rumbling slowly quietly softly, so long song, I am a vagabond.
109 · Oct 2017
When will it end
I know now why devils howl deep within the night.
Why ghost and ghouls drunks and fools always tend to fight.
Their is always something in this world that someone truly seeks.
They take it and make break and fake all to make the keep.
So watch your back grab your sack were rolling out in one.
Gunners nest up on the hill we'll **** em all for fun.
108 · Oct 2017
Spill my beer
**** i spilled my beer
Before i was in cheer but now
I'm sad
For i have spilled my beer
107 · Oct 2017
Write to me
Write to me
Send me a letter no one else will
I'm not cruel i just don't have love in this world

Write to me tell me hello and goodbye
Write to me for no one else will
107 · Oct 2017
Worlds weird and so am I
Worlds getting smaller and the people getting yella
Now days you cant tell a girl from a fella
Seems like I'm just from a different kind of life
If i wanna go and shave i do it with a knife
105 · Oct 2017
This not a poem
Hello everyone this is not a poem i wrote for fun and only for fun no meaning not one not all not none
Its not that great it's not that cool it's not  made for the wise simply made for a fool. someone who laughs and drinks in the rain so join me my friends and do the same. I'm not saying it doesn't rhyme for it surely does but I'm not quite sure that's how it is done . You see poetry is made of 15 vowels one like duck cat horse girl bird or cow. Syllables and meaning which also mean the same whether equal close separate par or on far lane. but added all together makes a similar sound. Added together in far put vowels
104 · Oct 2017
Who am I
Am i yet alone is this me is this who i am.
What have i become i am no longer man.
But yet a faded memory of what once was.
A dream a motion a point of lust.
Lust is key to a mind of temptation.
I hate myself but love the wasteful.
I this me why is this me.
Who or what might i just be.
102 · Oct 2017
You are slaves
In your phone in your minds you hide so far away.
speaking drinking talking and thinking you not what ahead lays.
Herded like sheep taught to speak about what you know.
you do not listen or pay attention so soon you all shall know.
The end is nigh we all will die the world is coming slow.
For its all the same and all a game you will never truly show.
Your true emotion thought or devotion it all will end the same.
You all are slaves to what you crave and that will be your grave.
Where do i find you
Cold
Dead shattered dreams your gone
like the snow you melt and i wait
95 · Oct 2017
Mean old man
My back is broke from a hand grenade
Shrapnel hit me left me laid
Arthritis in my knees from the fights i had to keep
**** ole kids run around rapping and cursing
in this town
But they leave me alone cause understand
I'm know as the bad *** mean old man
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