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Unhinged debauchery
Of the human condition,
Spills like smoke from a factory
Built on superstition.

The desolation of already dislocated
Dreams filled with isolation
Shattered glass futures, fated
To rot beneath a nation's damnation.

The contortion of society’s abortion,
Twisting in alleys with no recourse
Abandoned on streets, a public distortion,
A wound uncleaned at the moral source.

Brought on by human sadness and neglect,
By hunger in hearts no hand could detect.
Apathy rots where compassion once bled,
Hope chokes on prayers the rich never said.

The cold, callous nature of a quick death,
No last rites, no roses, no final breath.
Just a statistic scratched in concrete dust,
A body discarded by a system unjust.

The American dream is a nightmare now
And I’m running, running, don't ask how.
Each step I take, a scream held tight,
Fleeing daylight that burns like blight.

For my life, I run from the myth they sold,
From the polished lie and the blood gone cold.
And though I’m breathless, bruised, and torn,
At least I know I wasn’t born
To die in silence beneath their crown
I’ll set this dream on fire…
and watch it burn down.
Lola Sparks Jun 9
I was hanging with a ****** who was trying to write a story
hands twitching like radio antennas tuned to the static of God.
Ashes in his coffee, bourbon in his IV,
saying, “The truth is somewhere between the lines and the lightning.”

Going for a full drive 7.
Odometer broken. Sanity optional. Helmet? What helmet?

I’m going for a lovely drive
through miles of dirt, darkness, and fire
where the road hums jazz in Morse code
and the sky is bleeding neon messages only the doomed can read.
Keep going! There is no edge only the myth of stopping!
Keep edging every inch!
Keep leaning off of every fringe!
We are ******* trapeze artists in a hurricane!

DRIVE! DRIVE! DRIVE!
Till the end!
TILL THE END!
Past time's broken jaw!
Through the rotted teeth of every NO you ever swallowed!

To the unforcertain limits
to the edge you can’t see because you’re already mid-air screaming:
“WHAT IF?!”
WHAT IF THE EDGE NEVER EXISTED?!
Drive off that cliff like it owes you money!
Like the world dares you not to!

We will never wonder
we will hijack the wonder, duct-tape it to the hood, and ride it blindfolded through the apocalypse!
We will always plunder
Plunder the sacred! Plunder the cursed!
Plunder the voices whispering through the vents!
Burn the rulebook and snort the ashes!

And when its burned and brutalized pages break open
it screams in colors you can't pronounce,
hues invented by dying stars,
dripping down the windshield like melted hieroglyphs.
We saw purple that tasted like regret
yellow that sobbed like your mother’s last voicemail.
Nothing was safe.
Every shade was a prophecy.

Deep in the mines of insanity, imagination, and creativity
where reality unzips itself and asks,
“You sure you wanna see what’s under this?”
I strive to live fully alive!
Spitfire soul, chrome tongue,
skull cracked open like a sunroof to the void,
yelling poems at the moon
while the tires scream hallelujah
and the headlights blink Morse code into the mouth of madness.
Lola Sparks Jun 9
Book I – The Solitary Peak

In twilight’s hush, where moonlight weeps
And silence clings to crag and steep,
A man once fled from world below—
Johnny Kaufman, worn and slow.
He climbed to heights where winds forget,
To live alone, his soul reset.
The world had burned him, scarred and raw,
So here he stayed, apart from law.

Each night, a song would thread the air,
Not bird, nor wind, nor mortal prayer.
In language lost to ear and time,
It rang—a hymn, a mournful chime.
For three long nights it gently played,
A siren tune in twilight's shade.
And Johnny, though of trembling heart,
Felt drawn to where the echoes start.

But courage was not his to wield,
His past a grave he’d never sealed.
So cowardice became his shield—
Yet still the song refused to yield.
Till one dark hour, deep in dream,
The melody began to scream.
Not from the hills, nor from the breeze,
But from within his walls with ease.

He leapt from bed, a man half-dead,
With ghostly whispers in his head.
He tiptoed forth on creaking floor
And dared to near the kitchen door.
The singing paused—then rose anew,
A voice alone, but rich and true.
And through the door’s uncertain slit,
He saw the shape, unearthly lit.

A man—or thing—in form alone,
Ten feet tall, of flesh and bone.
Bald and bent, its head leaned out,
To sing into the night, devout.
But when John called—a meek “Hello?”—
The being let its true self show.
It bent backward with grace and spite,
Defying rules of man and night.

Its neck, a serpent's coil of bone,
Twisted round to claim its throne.
Its eyes met his through crack and door-
And Johnny saw himself no more.
The song returned in velvet tones,
That sank through flesh, to blood and bones.
He floated, numb, in colors strange,
In dreamlike peace that felt deranged.

But peace gave way to howling shrill,
A scream to test the strongest will.
He fought the dream, he slammed the door,
He barred it fast, but heard no more

Than banging fists and clawing dread—
A demon’s song inside his head.
He screamed, he cried, he bled, he broke,
And passed out cold beneath its yoke.

Book II – Echoes in the Flesh

At dawn he woke—no clothes, no pride,
With only ghosts to sit beside.
His body bare, his mind undone,
He feared the night had truly won.
Memories long locked away
Returned with dread to haunt the day:
The priest, the pain, his brother's fall,
The silence that had swallowed all.

Skyler, gone to rope and grief—
A life snuffed out beyond belief.
Their parents, offered coin to cope,
Had traded justice in for hope.
A wound like his, so deep, so wide,
Could never quite be pushed aside.
So Johnny, aging, frail and high,
Sought normalcy beneath the sky.

With **** and fruit he held his ground,
And wrote the things that spun around.
He vowed to leave the beast alone—
What good’s the truth when joy is gone?
Yet pain persists in phantom form,
Like winter’s chill that outlasts storm.
And every night the song returned,
And through his veins, illusion burned.

He watched the moon, he watched the hill,
He prayed to gods he couldn’t feel.
For answers, not to ease the past,
But just to know what he’d outlast.
Each time he heard the song’s refrain,
It brought him peace, then brought him pain.

Book III - The Baptism of the Unseen
Years had passed since chapel’s lie,
Where innocence was left to die.
He’d dreamt of space, of stars and flight,
But priests had turned his day to night.
He'd once lit candles with delight,
Now shadows swallowed every light.

One Sunday, as the pews did fill,
A trick replaced his gentle will.
A hooded man, a sudden blow,
A bag, a fall, and down below.
Strapped and bound in dungeon’s lair,
His breath met only soured air.
And from the dark a whisper crept—
A sermon vile, a vow unkept.

“John the Baptist, would you try—
To cleanse my soul before I die?”
The voice asked low, then nearer came,
And marked the boy with blood and shame.
A drip, a breath, a ***** of light—
Then violence wrapped in robes of white.
They took his flesh, they broke his form,
And left his soul a tattered storm.

The Church, in crimson clothed and veiled,
Paid the silence, justice failed.
Skyler chose to end the song,
And Johnny wandered lost and long.
But even trauma, sharp and wide,
Could not erase the man inside.

Book IV – The Song Returns

Now older, bent, with beard grown wild,
He watched each night like frightened child.
He laid his traps, he lit his flame,
He gave his torch a sacred name.
But on the eve the creature came,
It set the coop and fowl aflame.
The sky lit up with ash and red,
The song returned to raise the dead.

It lured him to the spring below,
Where waters steam and moonlight glows.
And there the beast did finally show—
Its voice now soft, and deathly low.
They danced, they fought, they clashed and fell,
And Johnny knew this song too well.

He ran, he cried, through brush and tree,
But still it sang its litany.
A hymn for pain, for wounds unhealed,
For truths that time cannot conceal.
The beast, the priest, the song, the flame—
All part and piece, all one in name.
Epilogue – The Last Note

So if you climb the mountain’s face,
And find that quiet, haunted place—
Beware the song that rides the night,
And never trust the pale moonlight.
For Johnny's tale is not yet done,
He walks the dusk, he shuns the sun.
His name, half-lost, is sung in fear:
“The man who heard the song too near.”

And still he waits, in torch’s glow,
For answers he may never know.
Lola Sparks Jun 9
She dances on air like a leaf on the wind.
Galloping prancing and frolicking through the meadow of life
Gathering Daisy's and Posey's for bright days on the horizon
Wordless understandings and in sync motions
Forgoing a path through the rouble of my hearts ruins
Lying around like lioness lingering and longing for company of an equal.
First words brought entire intention to focus
I say things like I really enjoy your thoughts and perspectives
Because they're purely yours
For only you.
I cant believe in this isolation
I've found you.
Living in my mind forever one dream at a time.
You're lucky I've been prepared for you, I want you, I need you, I need it to be only us. My love and yours pressed up against one another with such passionate lips.
Lola Sparks Jun 9
You left me behind
with my necklace
crumpled in a box,
a parting gift,
or quiet metaphor.

Once it gleamed,
a thing of grace
made delicate by time
and worn close to my heart.

But in your careless hands,
it twisted
knot by knot,
beauty undone
by what you couldn’t cherish.

I sat for hours,
fine tools trembling,
trying to unmake
the damage you left
a snarl of silver and sorrow.

Now it’s 1 a.m.,
and I’m unraveling too,
threading grief
through every loop of thought:

Was it you?
Was it me?
Did we both tug too hard
on something fragile?

Why did we choose
each other at all,
if neither of us
knew how to love gently?
Lola Sparks Jun 9
She showed up
Like sunlight climbing the edge of dusk,
A promise I hoped for,
A sign I silently trusted would come.

At the first slit of light,
I felt reborn
Lifted from the depths of silent agony
Where shadows had made their home.

The crying child inside me hushed;
Eyes locked on a distant score,
Miles apart,
Yet never closer than before.

Her gaze met mine
A breach in the fabric of space and time,
Carried on doves' wings,
And placed, trembling, in my heart.

I can’t sing now
But I no longer weep.
My heart rejoices quietly.
The pain? It dims.
The sorrow? Disperses.
And I am reborn again and again.

As the sparrow soars
And the ram frolics with the lamb,
I chase your echo
Until my breath gives way.

Then, with my final gasp,
I sink into a forest of sleep
Still, silent,
Awaiting love’s gentle conceit:
That something fleeting
Can still be forever.
Lola Sparks Jun 9
Pink lighter on the stair
How on earth did you get there?
Were you dropped mid sigh in a moment of despair,
Or left behind by someone seeking cleaner air?
You glint at me, pink and bare,
Daring me gently: Come over if you dare.

I loved you quickly, claimed you like treasure,
Cradled you close, imagined your pleasure.
Slowly I drained you, my flickering confessor
You grew smaller, lighter my smoky transgressor.
You gifted me fire, a quiet, steady glow,
And taught me what it means to be a little lighter,
with room to grow.
Hutto
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