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Liz And Lilacs Jan 2015
The words have lost their meaning.
I feel really empty... Numb...
I can't seem to make the words mean anything.
This is all I have.
I need it.
Liz And Lilacs Jan 2015
The worst thing about painkillers?
They take too long to **** you.
Bleeding is too messy,
I don't want them scrubbing my blood.
Hanging is too traumatizing
for whoever finds me.
Maybe I'll just disappear,
Find the nearest train track.
Shhh.
It's okay,
Keep quiet,
They needn't know my pain.
I'm just thinking.
Liz And Lilacs Jan 2015
He knows it.
A wink, a touch,
Watch me shudder.
Hot breath on my neck,
Flinch away.
Close my eyes,
See his face.
A soft caress,
An angry bruise.
Twisted mind,
Shattered soul.
I can still feel him.
Crawling under my skin.
Disgusting.
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This probably means a lot more to me than it does to anyone else. That's okay.
Liz And Lilacs Jan 2015
Maha Salman and Wicked Hope.
I wasn't going to do this, but I just wanted to thank you guys because you've been really kind to me and it's been a rough time for me lately. It means so much to me to have someone who's there for me.
Liz And Lilacs Jan 2015
Have you ever felt helpless?
Well and truly powerless?
Do you know how it feels?
A hand wrapped around your throat,
Someone else is in control.
You cannot breathe
Unless they want you to.
Your life in someone else's hands.
It's terrifying.
Liz And Lilacs Jan 2015
We used to fly,
We used to soar.
Our laughter danced across the sky
Our strong wings never faltered.
We never feared falling,
We knew we could trust our feathers.
But our wings are gone,
Our faith had been stolen,
They broke our trust with their lies
and they took away our freedom.
When we fell from the sky,
we were never the same
To the man who stole my wings, it's too late to apologize, and you can never fix the scars you left when you tore them from my back.
Liz And Lilacs Jan 2015
I hate you, ******.
I hate you. I hate you.
You've ruined everything.
I hope you die.
Fat *******.
Freak.
Nobody will love you.
And it doesn't matter if you want people to care,
You'll only ever be used.
No wonder they do what they do.
Open your eyes,
you've spent your whole life dreaming.
Open your **** eyes and realize this isn't some ******* fairy tale.
Nobody is going to save you.
Not from him,
Not from them,
Not from yourself.
You aren't lucky enough for that.
Stop dreaming and pick yourself off the ground,
You can't sleep forever
and dreaming won't help you forget.
Don't.
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