Laughing till he cries,

The veil of suffering slightly lifted.

Tears and laughs,

A heart that won't die.

Seemingly happy,

He gets to cry.

Laughing and joking,

Tears of suffering come along,

His heart thanking,

His soul praying

More of this,

Don't you let us die.

Dearest love,
Where are you?
…
I have been waiting a while now.
The hole keeps growing,
Your place is getting colder.
I just….
Wondering,
Waiting,
Longing,
…
Hurting.
I’m not mad, just alone.
Not frightened, just empty
Not dying, only getting
…
Colder.
Where are you?
I love you,
Miss you,
Please come back.

My deepest and kindest love, attention and affection for you.
Always
Your heart

Lost and Found

Sitting there, between them.
All of it, them, lost.
Wondering who will pick them up?
How did we get here?
Not forgotten but lost.
Sitting there between them,
Wondering…
Now that I am lost, who will it be?
Who will pick me up,
Find me,
Cherish me..
…again
Sitting there between them
All of us together, lost