Lithium

Lithium Jan 2021

I spoke to devil
Oh I had been in hell
Where demons revel
Where souls are trapped in cell

I spoke to devil
I have a story to tell:
You should not lose the will
One day you’ll get well.

Some days are dark, some days are not. Don't lose your faith.

Lithium Jan 2021

Phantom cries

Wisely choose your vice,
Do not hide behind my eyes.
Oh my dear, I smell your lies!
I do hear your phantom cries.

I do feel – your soul is bleeding
And I know what you are needing.
Stop to think that you’re misleading –
Don’t you know – I am good at reading.

'Phantom cries' is about understanding the truth about someone's experience and seeing through a person, who tries to hide their pain.

Lithium Dec 2020

Hell and Stars

Tell my Proxima Centauri:
I had been to hell
Not too lovely nor adoring
I know that so I tell.
My soul’s back and feels so *****:
Let’s live again and sell
Souls of them – they have no glory!
I know that. I do tell.

My dear Proxima Centauri,
Star closest to Sun
You’re adored and so adoring
I don’t know what you have done
To my soul that it is pouring
Stellar plasma which begun
To shine so bright that Sun’s imploring
My **** madness to have less fun.

'Hell and Stars' is about overcoming your mental demons, depression, anxiety and learning to enjoy life. Lyrical subject tells about her experience to the stars - she is fascinated about space surrounding her and is inspired by its beauty. Poem also speaks about leaving negative people in the past - lines 'Let’s live again and sell/ Souls of them – they have no glory!' shows how badly lyrical subject wants to avoid souls of people, who chosen to be victims of their mental issues and are not ready to overcome them. In the end of the poem lyrical subject feels filled with joy of life, she compares herself with a star - even the Sun is jealous of subject's luminosity.

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