I feel you with me.
I feel your callused hands slide down my body, your breath hot on my neck.
Your whiskers tickle as you kiss down my spine.
I know what would come next.
Pandora's box opened and this creature won't be banished.
I hear your voice.
I feel your passion, the heat cascading off your body.
My Parisian dream.
I smell you.
I have your aroma stuck in my mind.
A sweet and salty mix.
I know you.
Wild, untamed, free from pretense.
Yet your mystery draws me in.
I need you.
I have dreamed of a future so full of veneration.
Desire has taken over.

Lying in bed
Trying not to scream
Hoping to wake
Is this a dream
Flying so high
Falling so low
Wondering
Where will this go
Every step I take
Hoping that my mind won't break
I am climbing this mountain
Searching for something
But is it isolation or solace

Fifty-four seconds
Straight through my soul
An aching in my bones that leaves me shaking
Thinking of your voice
Needing your touch
Always too far
Never enough

Listening to the words you say rattle in my brain
Tears flowing freely
I slip down in the water
Heat covering my body
Everything becomes blurry
I can't see my way through
A deep breath
Warmth filling me
The world fades away
Never to see another day

I am banging on the walls screaming
Come and get me
Can anybody hear me
Trapped in a box
****** claw marks down the sides of this cage
Free me from this pain
It's too much
I can't breath
Let me out
Set me loose from the misery
Please