I saw your ghost today and yesterday.
It terrified me how much my soul and stomach sank to the oceans just by the sight of some stranger who looked like you.
I wonder if I ever saw you what would actually become of me.
You're haunting this tired and dying heart that's still so in love with you.

Do you ever get a panicky feeling at night like you don't know if you'll ever find someone you want more and that all you want is something you can never have

Today I met you a year ago,
I wish someone would've been there to tell me I wouldn't know you now.
To stop me from falling into the most bittersweet trancing pit of my time.

I just want to be someone's everything again.

I loved you so ******* much, where the hell are you now.

Talking to you makes the world pause around me into a sweet tranquility where everything feels exceptional

Swallowing the tears and attempting to disallow your face to scrunch up before the tears fall is the bane of my existence.

I'm in love with the most beautiful soul, the love of my life.
But she takes flight in the sky wishing you'd still be her knight.
She smiles down at him remembering the last moments and knowing that she'll see him in a minute.

What we have is so real I can feel it in my fingertips 900 miles away.
You were the one.

Time.
Such a little *****.
Mocking to take away the only thing you want.

The entrapment of this mind is starting to **** me.
Trying to explain this frustrates me even more.
When my heart feels something my mind tells it even more how to react.
Which makes me feel crazy.
I don't know if I'm strong enough to handle you.
I feel too much for your already and with that comes my heart.
My heart longs to be with you but you're causing more destruction to me inner being than good.
I'm still stuck in the labyrinth from them and I don't think it will ever go away.
I've prayed to God to take it away but I feel like I'm getting worse and worse and my mind won't shut off.
I want to be freed from the ropes suffocating my brain.
Depression is sinking in and I'll do anything to make it go away.
She likes to submerge herself in something and sadly it cannot be him or she will be broken.
All I know is I feel so hurt right now.
What is wrong with me.

Life is a beautiful gift.
Accept the present that God has given you this morn.
Rejoice in his love and glory.
Look to the son shine for all the hope and faith you need.
You are all loved friends.

My mind tells me things will get better.
My heart tells me how incredible unhappy I am.

I'm so attached to you I don't even want to close my eyes a second without you right now

I miss you so much and feel the need to talk to you so much I feel physically in pain in my soul